MAY | an attack on myself

And I checked

I checked

I am checking

Why do you keep checking?

Stop checking.

What are you looking out for?

Why do you sense danger

When you're not in danger

Why are you scared?

You're free remember

You set yourself free

You escaped

This is your escapism

So stop bringing yourself back to solitude

So bringing yourself there

It's not healthy

It's toxic

Why are you so drawn to the bad

Didn't you want to be saved

Didn't you want to get away

To get out?

What do you want?

Maybe he was right, you never seem to know what you want

You're perplexing

You're confusing

You're paradoxical

Who are you?

- maybe it is all too much for me