JUN | conscious awareness

I can't get away

From my what's in my mind

Isolation seeps within me

And know that I have a conscious awareness of that

I begin to feel isolated

I begin to feel even more alone

More alone than I have ever felt

In my life

You left me alone

It's been days

It's been weeks

It's been months

And you continue to leave me alone

I wish that I could tell you

To stop

You don't need to keep coming and going

And coming

Then going

It's not what I need

But it is what I want

You are doing this out of love

I get it

You are leaving me in isolation

For my benefit

But

How are you able to tell

That is what I need

Lately

I don't even know if it is what I need

I don't seem to know what I need lately

Or what I want

I can't say you

I can't say this

I can't say us

Because

It becomes perplexing

It becomes complicated

And right now

I do not need complicated

I need to be free

I need to be sane

I need to be alone

I need to be on my own

In

Isolation

- the subconscious