ch-1 childhood imagination

I'm thinking what to do.... but about what?

nothing! I'm imagining if,if incase..this happen means how to react but what it is exactly!

I'm just constantly talking about myself..

by the way let me introduce my self I'm imaginary girl my name is nerissa(daughter of sea)

I'm in my teens I think girls should not reveal their age🤔 that's why I'm not saying it😜

anyway! dont get irritated I'm always this type of weird girl, what I want to say I'll say those things only!😁

I'm looking for true love.wait., what I just want to say about! in brief I don't have any kind of boyfriend!

I already told you that im just weird and always I talk and behave like boyish(don't misunderstand me its people opinion),

because always i dont interact with ppl much!

because always I prefer to be alone!

because always I have no expressions face!

because always I looks like angry bird!

because always In my voice there is some wt harshness and rudeness in my appearance!

so whom will come to talk to me,!?

I have alot of words to speak about, but comming to reality I dont speak much,

in imagining always I thinks about the guy who is so caring handsome cheers me wen I'm down , supports me wen I can't able to do things,

mostly his Besides me when the world is against me also,

is that possible?

again I'm asking questions to my self!

there is some silence between my self to myself!

finally answer arrived!

hmm.....

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...may be or may not?

hahaha! days will pass by my imaginary questions.

let me give it a relaxation!.

my most lovely habits are sleeping eating and.....

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and....

I love to spend time in beach...I dont know why but it gives me some what relaxation,,what ever the situation is! it's always cheers me with warm n cold breeze water , the sounds of its roaring waves,

it says that what ever the situation we are facing right now it'll disappear soon.

my daily routine work is going to school and coming to home , doing works,reading,eating sleeping, imaginations, again.. school ,home... that's it.,

THERE IS NO NOTHING NEW IN IT!

FINALLY!

my schooling completed successfully at first attempt only,

haha dont think that I'm a topper r low grade student.... to complete it surprisingly,

I'm just second grader!

already I told u about my self that I'm just weird

I'll say what I want to say not wt others want to hear,

the truth is I only write upto qualifier Mark's

remainig time I'll sleep r start imagining things in my mind!

that's why always I dont give much priority to grades!

bt! in truth I dont really know its have that much differences.

yaaaaa!hurreery!

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I'm going to college...

atleast now I can get in to relationship!?

sorry I forgot to say I'm not co-ed student.

but I think know I finally been in co-ed college

tomorrow im going to clz🥰🥳

I may have crushes!

I may fall in love!

I may date with my someone spcl!

I may get into marry!

wait.. what?

see how ridiculous my imagination!

its going too far.....!

any way let's hope for the best!

I'll sleep now!!..

(imagining)

dear god please please....

give this nerissa a cute sweet handsome caring boyfriend.!

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love you soo much god!

for granting my wish!😘

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