Ch-4 waking up from imaginations

nerissa: happily wakes up in mrng thinking that she really have a boyfriend and went to college with those imaginations

but it's too sad, all her dreams and imaginations r fall a side

because when her met shawnte his already taken

she's just imagining that what it feels if he had him in her life means

with that imaginations she grown up

now drastically all turns into upside down

she can't able resist that

but she tried to accept the fact

and she never come up form that imaginations

because these imaginations are far better than reality

no regerets no hurting no excuses

no harmful relationships

no heartbreaking

but she lost her self control she bursts into tears

that wen she can get true love in real life why people doesn't love her didn't care for her

rather than being in reality she chooses for imaginations

how ever happy she want to be like that she can imagine and be like that in her imagination

its hurtful truth to be like that but she chooses to be like that

she started self loving

first we have to love our self when no one loves us

it's a strtng point for true love

we should love our self truly than we can expect from others

if we dont love our self than hoe other people can love us

no one is permanent in this world

not even your shadow

because wen you r in dark ur shadow will leave you only will be with you

so try to love our self truly honesty

than we dont need anyone love in our lives except god!

no one loves is truly except god

each and every tear every prayer he will listen and he will wipe our tears in one day

so be strong

dont bother others opinions r others judgements

no one is perfect

so be your self

be as you are

dont change your self for anyone sake !

be good to your self and be good to others as well

may you won't get what u want but god may give what is the best for you

what deserves you

if what he gave means you will be happy.

love your self

trust your self

be in your own imagination world

rock the life.

thanks you all

if in this you ppl think anything wrong plz tell me I'll rectify it