I looked at my watch and swore, Atlas turned to look at me.
"Baby girl?"
"I gotta go it's already been three hours" I smiled but Atlas tightened his arms around me, we were both lay on his bed or mattress anyway, wrapped up in blankets and his arms.
"Stay" he turned me so he was looking directly in to my eyes and begged, I wanted to so bad, just to see his eyes light up, but I couldn't.
"I'm sorry Atlas" He kissed me and gave me a lopsided smile.
"Maybe some day" he mused and I could only nod in agreement.
I pulled on my clothes as Atlas lay watching me, he sighed and didn't look happy, I blew him a kiss and he smiled slightly.
"Goodbye Atlas" he waved and climbed out of bed pulling on his own clothes, I was just about to head downstairs when he picked me up from behind and cuddled me.
"I love you Luna"
"Atlas...I..." I pushed him off and ran downstairs, I grabbed my things and ran to my car. I was blinded by tears, I couldn't do this my head was such a mess, First I still loved Raiden and then there's Wolf and now there's Atlas.
I sighed and turned the ignition that started my car, I wiped away my tears and drove home with a heavy heart. I pulled in to the drive way and switched off my engine, I sat there for a moment, I loved Atlas with all my heart, I loved Raiden and Wolf, well I was falling for him but I didn't love him. This was extremely exhausting, I sat for a moment more and that's when the music filtered through to my brain and I realised it was quite loud.
I groaned and got out of my car and made my way towards the house.
I opened the front door to find that Raiden had people round, I sighed, i wish he had checked with me first because I definitely wasn't in the mood for a party.
"Babbeeeeeee you came back" Raiden was grinning with a beer in his hand and I rolled my eyes.
"I've not been gone that long, and you decided to have a party" I sighed and he just stood there grinning. I pushed past him to find the house full of guys, no girls to be seen, wonderful so now I was the only girl.
"A gaming party actually" Raiden laughed as he pushed past me to go and sit with the others.
I was kind of relieved it wasn't an actual party though because I couldn't be bothered to deal with that, however the amount of monitors and consoles in here and the heat was ridiculous, I pushed past a few people whilst saying hi in the process and made my way outside.
"I need a drink" I muttered to no one in particular and a hand appeared in front of me with some sort of cocktail.
"Thanks" I looked up and saw Wolf.
"You were gone for awhile" he said and I nodded and pushed past him to sit under the shelter, I took the shisha hook up we had and took a few hits and sat back sipping my drink.
"Better?" Wolf laughed at me .
"Not even close" I sighed.
"What you doing out here?" Raiden pushed past some people and sat on the other side of me.
"Need air" I said and he gave me a funny look.
"You've been out for 3 hours" He said and I nodded and leant my head on his shoulder.
"I know" Raiden just draped his arm around me and pulled me close.
"No matter, your back now and that's all that matters" he smiled and I stole a glance at Wolf who sat rigid in his seat.
"Raiden, come play, got a new fun drinking game and everytime you die you gotta take a shot" he groaned as everyone who heard laughed.
"Will you be okay?" he asked me and I nodded.
"Of course she will be, I'll look after her" and Wolf draped his arm over my shoulders, I froze and looked at Raiden, he looked a little nervous but it passed and he slapped Wolf on the back.
"Thanks dude, don't let anyone chat her up" he laughed and made his way towards the living room.
"Interesting move" I commented and he grinned.
"Of course, I'm amazing, now come here" he laughed and pulled me closer.
"You still need to be careful Wolf" I said and I felt my phone vibrate, I pulled myself away from Wolf and pulled out my phone.
"I miss you girl"
I smiled and replied "I miss you too boyyy" and hit send.
"Who was that?" Wolf was standing behind me and I jumped.
"No one that concerns you" I said and I left Wolf standing there as I headed inside.
"Raiden, you alright there?" I heard someone say and I ran over to see what was going on.
"Raiden!?"
"Relax, he's just passed out from drinking too much" his friend Jeremy snorted and I breathed a sigh of relief.
I made my way upstairs after making sure Raiden was comfortable, he tried pulling me with him but I managed to escape his grasp as he fell asleep on the sofa. A few people had left now and a few people had fallen asleep which was completely fine. I made my way upstairs towards my bed, I no longer cared because I was exhausted from the days events.
I had just closed my door and began to take off my clothes when there was a knock.
"This isn't the bathroom!" I shouted annoyed at the fact that they weren't looking hard enough.
The door opened and i jumped and pulled on a t-shirt.
"Luna...." Wolf stood in all his glory looking at me in a way that made me shiver, he pulled me to him and wrapped his arms around me.
"Wolf, please" I whispered as he smiled and kissed my head.
"I am falling in love with you more and more every day, I need you" he growled in a possessive way which made me look at him, he was beautiful in every way but the love still wasn't there, I didn't know what to do, I didn't want to lead him on but at the same time I didn't want to break his heart.
"Wolf, you need to listen, I love you but not like you want, please don't be too hurt but I just see you as a big brother" Wolfs face fell and his arms loosened. I looked up at him and could tell he was devastated.
"Well then, let me give you something to remember me by" he smirked and kissed me, before I knew what was happening I kissed him back and he picked me up and placed me on the bed, he was above me kissing me and grinding his body against mine, I whimpered from under him and that seemed to make him kiss me harder, I felt the hardness of him between my legs and my hormones betrayed me, I wanted him so bad even though I knew it was wrong.
"Wolf I can't" I stammered as he kissed my neck and sent my senses in to overdrive.
"Are you sure?" he gasped for air before sitting up still sat on me.
"I..." I stammered and he moved his hands towards my chest still kissing my neck, he pressed his firmness in to me which made me lift up my body to meet his, he growled and moved his hands from my chest to between my legs.
"Tell me you still don't want me" He whispered.
I couldn't so he began to take both of our clothes off, he found the condoms and placed one on himself before slowly entering me, it drove me wild, It was like he was teasing me and savouring the moment. I lifted my hips up to encourage him more but he just smiled and said.
"All in good time" and once he was inside me he made Raiden look like a complete beginner. Wolf knew exactly what he was doing, I moaned and whimpered and was a complete mess underneath him, as he placed his hands all over my body I felt waves of pleasure ripple through me and I didn't want it to stop.
It felt like too soon before he pulled out of me and I tried to stop him but he over powered me.
"Don't worry love, you can have me whenever you want" he smiled as he left me quivering and exhausted in bed.
Daylight shone through the window and It took a few seconds for everything to sink in. I had slept with both Wolf and Atlas in the same day. Wolf was apparently not here and I looked like a mess. I quickly jumped in the shower before anyone else woke, I tried to let the water wash everything away but it wasn't working, finally after awhile I turned the shower off and climbed out, I made my way back to my bedroom and started to get ready for the day, as I was doing so I checked my phone and saw Atlas' name pop up and a wave of guilt washed over me.
"Goodmorning lover" is what it said.
"Goodmorning" I put back and finished getting changed. Once I was ready it was time to see the chaos downstairs.
Surpringly it wasn't that bad really, Still computer monitors everywhere but that was it. I saw Raiden asleep on the sofa and then my glance turned to Wolf who was asleep outside or he was just chilling, I made my way outside to him and he smiled as I put my legs up on the built in furniture set and lay next to him.
"Need another dose already?" he smiled cockily I just ignored him as he pulled me closer.
"Raidens right there" I whispered.
"I don't care, he's still out anyway" and he began to kiss my neck and I groaned, Wolf smirked.
"Your going to wake him up if you keep making them noises" I blushed as he smiled and kissed me, I felt myself feeling hotter and wanting Wolf back inside me, although come to think of it both Atlas and Wolf were extremely good in bed compared to my current boyfriend. Thinking about it all made me feel guilty, guilty enough to stop Wolf, but before I could, he had just placed his hand inside of my underwear and one touch and i had suddenly forgotten everything and everyone around me, I placed my hand on his firmness and he groaned my name, we both looked at Raiden to make sure he was still asleep but he began to move.
"Come back to mine" Wolf whispered as he went back to kissing my neck.
"I can't" I moaned.
"You can, we can take our time with each other in bed" and he let one of his fingers push inside of my opening and my breathing got heavier.
"Luna..." I heard someone moan.
"Wolf..." I said as I managed to get his hand away from me. I ran in to Raiden.
"Heyyy, how are you feeling?" I asked as he looked up at me.
"Ugh, I feel horrible" he said as he sat up.
Wolf came walking in with a huge smile on his face.
"Come on Raiden get up and man up" he laughed.
"Shut up, you didn't even drink you ass" he said.
"What was you even doing?" he said and Wolf looked uncomfortable.
"Just chilling and socialising mostly" he mused and regained his composure.
"Luna, get me a drink please" he said and I made my way over to the kitchen.
As I came back I heard Raiden talking in hushed tones, I crept up to the doorway and listened.
"Wolf, I don't know what to do, that girl I ended up with has been texting me" I heard him sigh and I also heard Wolf growl slightly.
"Raiden its simple, would you trade Luna up for a girl you just met?" he snapped.
"I didn't, I used to go to school with her, I've known her along time"
"Your an idiot" Wolf spat.
"What do you plan to do then?" Wolf added.
"I don't know man, I think it's time to explore my options" he sighed and I had to bite back tears, I walked in with a smile on my face, I walked right up to Raiden who held his hand out for the drink, instead of handing it over I tipped it over his head.
"I'm leaving you, jackass, how the fuck could you do that to me?" I snapped.
"I think she heard you" Wolf said as he grabbed my arm and pulled me in to a hug, his arms, Wolfs arms I sagged and cried whilst I clung to him.
"Please, don't cry Luna, Wolf get the fuck off my girlfriend" he snapped and stood up.
"You don't get to call her that!" he yelled and stood up, Wolf towered above Raiden but he didn't backdown.
"I'm leaving" I said but they were busy staring each other down, I grabbed my keys and headed out the door phone in hand, I fastened myself in and text Atlas.
"I need you"
"I'm here come over"
I started my engine and headed towards Atlas' house, it took seconds for me to get there and before I knew it he was opening my car door and unbuckling my seat belt and lifting me out of the car and holding me in his arms. whilst I sat there motionless.
"I'm here now baby girl" he kissed my forehead as I sobbed in to his arms, he carried me in to his house like a baby, he set me down on the sofa and pulled a blanket over us both.
"What happened?" he asked, so I went in to detail about everything, including the bit where I slept with Wolf, Atlas pulled a face but he sat and listened to it all, once id finished he sighed and rubbed a hand through his hair.
"So you're single?" he asked as I nodded, I'd stopped crying by now and was just lay in Atlas' arms, I felt so safe. My phone buzzed and I looked at the screen.
"Raiden"
Before I could do anything Atlas grabbed my phone and answered it, he put it on loudspeaker.
"Hello?"
"Uh, who the hell is this and where is my girlfriend?" Raiden growled.
"Forgotten me already? Ouch" sang Atlas.
"Stitches?"
"The one and only" he laughed
"How the hell did she make it to you in such a short time?" he asked.
"Really? that's your question?"
"I'm here" I answered before any arguing could breakout.
"Please baby come back to me, I'm so sorry, let's work things out" Raiden begged.
"No way, you cheated on me twice already" I spat
"Raiden I'm glad I'm not near you or I would have hit you for treating this beautiful princess like shit" Atlas smiled at me and stroked my cheek as I held his hand to my face.
"Please, Luna come back for me? I want you" I froze, that was Wolf's voice, what was he still doing there?
"Nah, you don't get a say in it either dude, especially when you align yourself with the likes of Raiden. You both had your chance, she's mine now and I'm sure as hell ain't gonna do anything stupid. Now goodbye losers" Just before Atlas out the phone down i heard them both shouting my name and I looked up in to Atlas' beautiful face and for a second I got lost in his eyes.
"I'll never hurt you girl" he whispered in my ear as he leant down and kissed me softly, I smiled at him, a true genuine smile.
"Thankyou" I said.
"I love you" he breathed and I felt my heart flutter as I kissed him "I love you too" We kissed for a little bit and I felt him go hard, he pulled back and looked sheepish.
"Sorry, i can't help myself when I'm with you" he grinned and I laughed.
"It's okay, I'll take it as a compliment" I smiled as he resumed kissing me. After a few minutes things got a bit more heated, he moved his hands to my chest and I groaned as he moved his head to kiss my neck, he lifted my top off and pulled my bra off with ease as I took his shirt off.
Atlas had an amazing body, chisled just like Wolfs, he looked after himself too. Atlas would work out most days.
"Luna girl" Atlas moaned as I pulled his head towards me and bit his neck.
"Girl you know what that does to me" He breathed and pushed the firmness of him between my legs, I whimpered and pushed.my hips up to meet him as he ripped off his trousers and underwear and pulled mine off too.
"Your mine now" he growled possessively and I shivered. it should have creeped me out when he said it, especially when we were being intimate, but it didnt bother me, I actually found it kind of exciting.
"Yes" I replied as he kissed me harder, he pushed himself inside of me as I let out a moan, he smiled down at me lovingly.
"Kind of corny to say It now but I do love you Luna" he said as he moved his body in time with mine, he surprised me by picking me up off the bed and holding me against the wall, he kissed my neck in all the right places and as he held me against the wall each time he thrust himself inside of me hit my sweet spot perfectly and I ended up letting out a huge sigh in the form of his name "Oh god Atlassssssss" I breathed and he grinned.
"I'm not done with you yet" he winked and carried on, I lost count of how many times he made me come I also lost count of the hours we spent in bed together taking it in turns on top, at one point he had my wrists bound together and he took complete control over me, he teased me to the point where I begged so hard he finally gave in. Eventually our intimacy ended and we lay wrapped in each others arms.
"I'm not letting you go again" he whispered.
"It's okay I don't plan on going anywhere" I said and buried my head in his chest.
"Then don't baby girl" he muttered as he held me so tight like he was about to lose the one thing that mattered most.
Just a few minutes later and someone knocked at the door.
"What the fuck" Atlas looked confused and I looked at him as if to ask what was the matter.
"No one has my address but you" he said as he pulled his jeans but no shirt on and went downstairs.
"Open the god damn door I know she's here" Wolfs voice oh god what was he doing here? how did he find me? I started to panic.
"What the fuck are you doing here?" I heard Atlas say lazily.
"Where's Luna?" Wolf growled and Atlas laughed.
"Whats it to you? your not her boyfriend, in fact she no longer has one"
"Well I wanna see her"
I sighed as I pulled on my clothes and made my way downstairs, I stood next to Atlas who out his arm around me protective.
"What do you want Wolf?" I sighed.
"Please come back" he pleaded.
"I'm not staying in that house with him" I spat.
"Then come to mine and let me make you feel...safe" he paused at the word feel and I couldn't help think that was intentional.
"Well mate, I've already made her feel safe in all the right ways, in fact she's probably safer here" he said, he's toned up a lot since I last seen him.
"Get your hands off her, Luna...." Wolf sounded defeated.
I pushed Atlas off and took Wolf's hands, I turned to look at Atlas and the hurt on his face made my heart ache so much, it was unbearable, but I had to do this.
"Wolf I've told you before, I don't love you, your a close friend and as much as you make me feel thats all it ever will be. I'm in love with Atlas and have been for a very long time." I sighed as Wolf was almost crying.
"Well then, look after her mate, because if you don't ill be back" he gave Atlas a warning look and stalked off.
We both went inside as Atlas shut the door, he locked it and I followed him in to the garden.
"Luna, I need to tell you something"
I gasped.
"Your gardens beautiful" His garden was basically like heaven, there were beautiful flowers arranged everywhere with a white 2 seater table and a love swing where 2 people could sit on it, there was a small pond with a few fish, a summer house and next to it a hot tub.
"It's like paradise" I smiled as he took my hand and led me to the bottom of the garden, he handed me a swimming costume.
I changed quickly, I didn't hide anything from him, he'd already seen me naked and bare. I climbed in and he came in after me. I felt the hot water wash away the troubles of today.
"Luna, I've been here quite awhile, at this house. I didn't tell you sooner because I didn't plan for this to happen so soon"
"What do you mean?" I asked nervously.
"I got the job pretty much straight away and they wanted me to start quickly, so I've been here for about a month" he smiled.
"What's that got to do with me?"
"I'm glad you asked. Well you see I've been in love with you forever, and I had planned to whisk you away at some point, but I wanted a house for us to both live in. Then I planned to turn up my charm enough for you to leave Raiden"
"What! did you set all this up? The girl that got with Raiden and stuff?" I jumped up and shouted.
"No, I'm sorry but that was just lucky for me, he's a natural jack ass, I've already told you this" Atlas took my hand and coaxed me to sit back down.
I sighed and sat on his knee.
"I'm sorry, I'm just overwhelmed with everything and I'm not sure who to trust anymore" I looked up at him with tears in my eyes and his features softened as he held me in his arms and kissed my head.
"You can always trust and count on me, I'll always be here for you"
"Thankyou, that means alot, and this was really actually very sweet of you"
"My princess needed a castle" he chuckled as I rolled my eyes.
"Don't over do it" I laughed and he titled my head up towards him and he kissed my lips softly.
Atlas and I sat in the hot tub for a few hours before moving in to the living room. We sat and watched films with a blanket over us both whilst we ate junk food, it was perfect. There was no more talking of relationships just pure bliss. Everytime I looked up at Atlas he'd smile and kiss me.
"What was that for?"
"Just making sure your still here and you're real" he'd answer as I cuddled in to him.
We must've fell asleep because when I woke it was dark, I looked around and the TV was still blaring some late night cartoon show, I smiled and remembered when I used to watch that with Raiden and we'd giggle, I sighedas I got up to stretch my legs, I know that he had done was terrible but there were worse things right?
"No, don't be silly, they're just memories" I chided myself and smiled at the sleeping boy on the sofa, he was still gorgeous with his red and black hair falling over his face, I've seen him spike it before and it looks just as nice, I felt my heart flutter as I looked at him, his eyes fluttered open and he look confused for a second.
"Hey" I smiled and he grinned.
"Hey, I'm happy this wasn't a dream, I woke for a second and you weren't here so I thought it must have been a dream" he laughed as I took my place next to him.
"Nope still here" I smiled and gave him a reassuring kiss, he wrapped his arms around me and held me tight.
I awoke and groaned, the sofa wasn't the most comfortable place to fall asleep, Atlas wasn't next to me and I panicked for a second.
"Good morning Sleepyhead, how did you sleep?" he asked as he came wandering in half naked he handed me an energy drink and pancakes.
"Really well, although I'm not about to sleep on the sofa again" I laughed.
"Me either" he smiled.
"Oh wow thankyou, these taste amazing" I said as I shoveled down breakfast.
"Your welcome and we have a busy day ahead of us" he winked and I smiled.
This was bliss, it felt really strange to wake up and feel wanted and have someone else making the plans for you.
"Don't you have to work?" I asked as I looked at him. Atlas smiled warmly.
"No sweetheart, today's Saturday so it's just me and you baby girl" he walked over to me and lifted my chin and kissed me, my stomach went all fluttery and I giggled, I sat and thought for a moment and my face fell.
"What's wrong?" he asked.
"I literally have nothing to wear, this is all I came in" I sighed at the thought of going back to that house and I began to shake slightly, Atlas held me in his arms as he whispered
"Don't worry I'm sure we can make a stop before we head out, jeeze I thought your dog had died or something"
"No, I mean yes we had a dog Toby but I didn't buy him so he's not technically mine" I said.
"Don't worry sweetheart, just forget everything and have a fun day with me" He took my empty plate and placed it in the sink, I went to grab a shower and try and make myself more presentable.
"Ready" I smiled as I walked downstairs and Atlas smirked.
"Already wearing one of my T shirts eh? Looks good on you though"
"Thanks, thought I'd at least put a clean top on" I had taken one of his shirts and tied a knot in the side of it so it looked more like a crop top than anything else, he came over to me and gently pushed me in to the wall before giving me a long deep kiss full of passion and when he pulled away it left me gasping.
"To be continued" he whispered in my ear. My legs went all giddy and I giggled as he grinned at me.
"Right well we'd better get going" he yawned slightly.
"Where are we going?" I asked curiously as I sat on the floor to pit my shoes on and he smiled and winked.
"A surprise for you angel" he held out his hand to help me off the floor.
"I don't like surprises, just recently most of them have been horrible surprises.
"You'll like this one, what do you mean when you say most?" he tilted his head slightly which made him look vulnerable and completely adorable.
"The surprise where you said you lived down the road from me" I laughed.
"Ohhhh phew, yea that was a good surprise" Atlas locked his door as he took my hand and led me towards his car.
"No way this is your car!?" I yelled in excitement.
"Yes it is" he smiled proudly. The car was a phantom black colour with dark tinted windows, black alloys and the roof of the car was down too, it looked brand new.
I climbed in the car as he held the door open for me, once I was buckled in he shut the door and jumped in to the drivers seat and we were off.