July 3, 2020
Thoughts coming ceaselessly through the night
Staring blankly at the dim light
Noticing this one and only presence
Getting insane with this deafening silence
Having this chaotic state of mind
Makes peace arduous to find
Knowing that I have to make a decision
Gives me more frustration
I always feared the thought of being lonely
But I left in order to be happy
This is indeed heartbreaking
As it is, at the same time, liberating