Chapter 11 : Coming To Terms With Oneself 2

Margarita promise to teach Angel how to paint, Angel nodded her head shyly to Margarita, feeling a little at ease with the older woman....

Margarita : we've been talking to each other for months now, and I still don't know your name. Can you tell me what your name is??? Margarita asked Angel testily, hoping that she would answer her.

Angel look up at Margarita, looking at the older woman's eyes, she answered shyly in a low voice.

Angel : Angel......

Margarita were stunned hearing the young lady's voice for the first time. She asked her to repeat it again.

Margarita: what is it??? can you repeat it more clearly????

Angel : Angel..... my name is Angel . Angel repeat saying her name once again more clearly.

Margarita's face brightened as she smiled at Angel. She is very happy now seeing that the young lady in front of her is now starting to trust her. it'll be soon, when she finally come to terms with herself.

Margarita know that coming to terms with oneself is not easy. especially for a young lady like Angel who suffered so much.

Margarita : Angel...... you're name is very beautiful just like you..... you're name suits you best. You really look like an Angel.

Angel look down, not knowing how to answer. For her she is not an Angel, and her name doesn't suit her. She is dirty...

she is dirtied by that man who ruined her. Maybe someday, she will learn to accept and forget about her dirty past. But how??? the baby in her tummy is the proof of it....

She just wish that there is no baby in her tummy, so that she can easily move on and forget everything.....

But she can't have it aborted, she is not a beast who could kill her baby just like that. Even if she doesn't like it, she need to accept the fact that there is a life struggling to live inside her.