Chapter 16 All

Amelia couldn't believe her ears.

"You want all of me?"

Phil grabbed her waist and put her on his lap with her legs laying on her couch. He looked into her eyes and started playing with her hair.

"Do you know how long I've been waiting to sit with you like this," he asked. "Ever since you said you never felt really close to Nick. He didn't deserve you at all. You are a gorgeous woman and you have such a beautiful heart. You always think of others before yourself and you remember so many details that others overlook. You remember people's names, birthday's and anniversary's. I have fallen in love with you during our sessions and I loved when Nick didn't come. I know that sounds terrible, but it gave us a chance to be alone and talk. I was able to drink you in and enjoy your company. You love with all your heart and your body is amazing. I've had some very dirty thoughts about you and I've been trying to restrain myself for so long. When you asked me out, I could have done flips! I have been giving you your space and respecting your feelings and needs. I feel like we have been together more than a few weeks and have dated more than a handful of times. I know the faces you make when you are upset. I know the difference between your fake laugh and real laugh. I know you sway your hips extra to get attention and I know when you are deep in thought. Your brows furrow a bit and your jaw becomes tense. I couldn't keep being with you and not tell you all of this. I also know many intimately things about you and I know all about Fernando."

Amelia blushed. No man had ever talked to her like this before and she had forgotten that she told Phil about Fernando during their sessions when Nick was MIA.

"Then you also know that it has been a very long time since I've been in a new relationship and since I've had sex. I am also not very experienced as Nick is the only man I have ever had sex with and you are the second man that I have kissed."

Phil felt honored and nervous.

"Nick and I didn't really spice up our sex life. We did three basic positions and towards the end of our relationship it was mostly doggie style. I felt that I had become unattractive and that's why he didn't want to see my face anymore."

Amelia started to cry and Phil hugged her close. He kissed her hair and just held her.

"I'm sorry to be ruining our evening with my tears," she said. "I want to let you know everything and I want to know everything about you. Phil, I want all of you too."

He tilted her chin up and looked into her eyes.