Old memories~

I'm still sitting in the car while Elijah is driving me back to around the area Kayden and I used to live, I don't know I just felt like I'd figure something out by coming back but now that I'm standing in front of my old house I don't know what I really expected by coming back. Elijah "Is this your house?" Adam "Mmm, you could say that but my mother dragged me back over there and I'm staying in their house again so this is my house yes but in time my mother will probably sell it" Elijah "Oh sorry to hear about that" Adam "Don't worry about it that's not the problem we need to worry about right now". Elijah "So what do you plan to do while your here" Adam "I don't even know at this point but I still have my house keys so let me go inside for a minute" Elijah "Ah, ok" I start walking to my door and I look back and realize that he's still standing right next to the car. Adam "What are you doing, come on" Elijah "*Aheam* Uh okay". We head inside and I take a look at my living room and I remember all the good times I had with Kayden, I sigh loudly and Elijah says "What happened you alright" Adam "Nothing just remembered some things" Elijah "Look, we don't know each other well we just met today but if you need anything or you want to talk about anything I'll be here for you okay?" Adam "Yea, thank you, I appreciate it". I walk upstairs and go into my room I see that my window is now closed, I walk around to my bed and look at the floor and just think about the time when he was here and me and him slept on the floor and the other time he was here, I look up to the ceiling and just remember what happened one night on my bed with me and him. I turn around and notice that Elijah is there in the door frame and he asks me "Are you alright, your crying" I wipe my face and I feel how many tears I cried just thinking about those moments, I didn't even realize I was crying until he said something. Adam "Sorry, excuse me I don't want to stay in this room anymore" I push aside him and head downstairs and go to my fridge and thankfully all my food and drinks are still here, I grab a water bottle and chug it down trying to calm myself. Elijah "Do you want to leave?" Adam "Not yet, just, just give me a second" Elijah "Why did going in your room tigger you to cry?" Adam "That's none of your business, you have no right to ask me that!" Elijah "Right sorry, it's just" Adam "Whatever, just forget about it, sorry I yelled" Elijah "Don't worry about it, I don't know what happened and I'm sorry I asked but talking about it helps sometimes you know" Adam "*sigh* Me and him never get to just appreciate the fact that were together, we never got to just sit and have a moment of peace to just be there with each other, it goes back and forth, something happens to me something happens to him, over and over again, first from my own stupidity of self harming, then we start dating, then because of me he loses his memory, then he gets it back and then because of me again he gets taken from me by my own damn mother!!!" My voice starts to crack and I feel all my tears flowing down my face once again. Adam "*crying* I-I'm sorry, I don't deserve to cry, I don't, this is all because of me all of it, if he never knew me, if I never left, I'm sorry, don't look at me, I'm pathetic and useless". I continue to cry and out of nowhere he pulls me into a tight hug. Elijah "It's not your fault and I bet that he was happy you came into his life even though all of that happened and cry it's ok it doesn't make you pathetic and your not useless you're trying to look for him now aren't you, that counts for something". By the time he lets go of me I'm not crying anymore but I'm still shaking, Adam "Thanks" Elijah "No problem, now come on sitting here isn't doing much where to next huh". I breathe out and take a moment to compose myself and then say "My mother took him to a cabin I want to go to that location maybe when I go back we can follow a road to this area where there are some shops and hotels either my mother still has him or maybe he got away, I hope he got away, I hope on god that he got away and that somehow he's okay" Elijah "I'm sure he is now, come on I'll drive you there just show me the way" Adam "Okay". We go back to the car and start heading in the direction to the cabin. I hope he's okay. I don't know what kind of state he's in right now, but I just hope he's alive.  

The End!