chapter 5

To the stars that listened and to the dreams that were answered ✨

After chatting with Mia for the last time I go back up stairs. By that time Durango had already had his shower and he didn't look so raged as he was when he saw the new room decor.

" You know I see what you're doing?, "he says with a serious expression on his face.

I look at him expressionless what the hell was he talking about now?

" What in the world are you talking about?",

I regretted asking those questions because for real I didn't even want to listen to what he had to say.

   "Your trying to win the favor of my family so if shit happens they'll see you as the angel who can't do shit. Then of course it becomes Durango's fault cause he'll be the bad guy then"he spits out pure nonsense. I couldn't help but wonder if his ass just got jealous of the shit that came out from his mouth.

"To be very honest I'll be lieing to you if I said I had the time to talk to you."

     I didn't just want to have an argument with him so late in the night,it's not good to sleep with a grudge in your heart. I walked into my part of the room and closed the curtains. I take off my clothes and start getting  ready to have my shower.

"Excuse you?!" I exclaim when he opens the curtains abruptly. I hold the towel tight to my body .For crying out loud I could have been naked when Mr. No manners badged in.

"It's my room remember I can enter any part I want" he says to his defense . Hell no!, Cause this won't continue happening.

"Na uh it's our room okay ?me and you, that's your side and here ,this space is mine okay?",

    one could have thought I was explaining to a kindergarten student but I wasn't. I wanted him to understand this clearly  so next time he wouldn't fall victim of invading my privacy cause he wouldn't find it funny.

Out of no where he starts laughing of course I should have expected that he's a  jerk after all .

"Your fluent when saying crap." He says in a fit of  chuckles. Oh this appeared funny to him.

   "I'll be here whenever I want, as you can see my bathroom is situated here I'll only give you privacy of course when you're bathing or dressing up. On a second thought I'm actually doing my self a favor, these eyes have seen better bodies"he says with in a sheepish smirk on his face. My face goes stone cold in anger.  I let out a loud hiss after his statement, what a pervert!

   He walks to the dresser and takes the hair dryer while i walk in shame  to the bathroom, I felt totally insulted.

                I entered the bathtub and ran the taps . Slowly  little tears begin to escape my eyes. I sit in the bathtub still paralyzed by his words. In as much as I tried to let it not get to me I still felt my self hurting. In so many ways body shaming got to me, I know I'm beautiful in and out and I don't need any body's definition on my beauty but still I felt a bit insecure on my looks and I guess that's why I've fallen victim to anorexia.  I mentally remind myself to create an appointment with my doctor latest next week,just a check up to see if I'm getting better cause I don't  feel like I am.

        After dressing up I open the curtains that separates my side from Durango so that there would be better circulation of air. His part was the better ventilated area cause that were he slept. I see him working on his laptop.

"Why did refuse to have dinner ?", He questions not even lifting his eyes from the computer to look at me.

"I wasn't hungry," I lay on my bed.

He shrugged his shoulders; "suite yourself" then he continues working on his laptop.

My phone beeps; I check the phone and it's a text from Rianne.

"Hey babes. I hope that ingrate didn't hurt you?"

"Heyoo, I'm fine Riane , don't bother about me"

"Helloooo are you crazy ?your my sis how can I not get worried when I know you're staying with that devil"

"Well it's about time you confirm he's a devil"

"LMAO the man is sick. Im just so sad your staying with him you deserve better hon."

" I know I know , my parents you know they mean a lot to me even though clearly I don't mean much to them"

"Don't say that babes. You know we love you "

"You love me not them"  If they loved me they wouldn't even consider this an option but unfortunately they did and deed has already been done.Riane still tries to convince me of my parents love for me but I wasn't buying shit. None of them dared to even call me, uncle Max did but I didn't answer the call I was in no mood to listen to what he had to say. My own parents couldn't even call to know how in faring with their 'son inlaw', such trophy parents!.

Riane finally  gives up when she realized my mind has been made up, then she begins to mock Durango.

"The fuckard thinks he's the ish. Why the fuck is he named after a car?"

I laugh out loud and Durango gives me a weird look .

"His parents prolly had sex in that car", I reply.

She sends a train of laughing emojis and continues to talk ill about Durango,trash talking was one of her many gifts no cap.

     I continue to laugh carelessly Riane is just darn funny,it's  never a dull moment with her.

We talk for a while before she tells me goodnight . She was apparently tired and had to sleep early in order to be in time for her tomorrow's lectures.

"I guess your boyfriend is done entertaining you"

  Durango says as I stop laughing as soon as Rianne went offline.

     I  swear I could sense a hint of jealousy in his voice, it got me slightly pleased and sick as well. Sick because he's such a bipolar asshole , why should he care?

     I didn't say anything then he looked up at me. His eyes studied my body and I could see his eyes were getting lust filled. This night dress was probably a bad idea he literally couldn't take his eyes off me,almost as if he was undressing me with his eyes.

I feign a cough obviously uncomfortable by the  way he was looking at me , he even bite his lips while staring  at me.

He looks  away embarrassed. I release a sigh of relief when he stops, Boy o boy that was such stare!,he's such a perv! Wow I'm living with a perv. Thanks Mom and Dad , I mentally groan.

   I continue to use my phone and Durango continues to steal glances at me from time to time. If his eyes have seen better bodies why can't he focus on his work and take off his eyes of this one.

       My tummy churns out loud and it takes me by surprise, a smirk creeps on Durango's face.

Oh my God Im getting hungry,My tummy churns again and I couldn't hold it anymore, I could have eaten when Nanny Isabelle offered and spare myself this embarrassment.

If I eat he's definitely going to mock me and I was in no mood for such, he's actually so good at mocking unfortunately .

Yo thank y'all for reading my book....I get short on ideas a lot of times but thanks for still following your girl😁😘