Let's begin a new life

the sunset is beautiful today and it resembled same as Akia, even though she had troubles, even though she made a sad face, her beauty didn't altered even for a little bit. Currently she needs a pillar of support, can I be that pillar for her? No, I'm over thinking about the events. Perhaps I should give her a fun time in order to wipe out the worries which she had been dealing with...

I had sat beside her and both of us are watching the sunset over the river edge. Akia, can I ask you something? How many times I have to tell you shiva! You can ask me anything... sorry, I forgot. I was waiting to ask a question but I didn't have a specific reason for it but I think there is a reason right now. What is the question? Even though you don't know anything about me but you helped me on the first day we met, why? You don't try making an eye contact with the strangers and yet you have given me choice to rewrite my destiny...and...and... Are you really want to know about it? No, if you don't want to speak but I was curious... you can erase the question from your mind in any case. I can answer, no, I will answer.

The other day I didn't feel good at the school so I wanted to come here for some refreshment. I thought I can feel good if I sat here and watch the sunset but it was different that day. You were there, seating in the exact place, seeing the exact scenario, which I normally used to do. More importantly the face you made, I couldn't explain how it was but I can say you felt really lonely and broken. I had made quote for myself which is imagination is different compared to reality and the reality always rejected me", but I was wrong because when I looked at you, I felt it's really made for you. "people have worries and they believe weaker because of those worries", what's more interesting is, those people are called as failures by the rest of world and the same world praise them when those people become successful by overcoming worries and tensions . What an awful world it is...

The day I met you, you are twilight to me where I can drag you out of the darkness and where I can live under your shining light. So I don't want to lose you even if it is for a little amount of time. from my childhood to adulthood I don't have any friends or colleagues , all I have is my family so I never thought of others, I can live happily as long as I have them but..... As you know, we thought of a future but the fate chooses another. When my dad got arrested my mom became sick and I had to take the responsibility of my family. I had worked as a machine without having any feelings for the rest of three years. That was main reason why everyone hates me but you are different, you don't know anything about me so if I am being myself with you, may be.... may be... it's nothing, forget about it. I wanted to help you so I can be.....

You wanted to help me so you can be with me ... that's what you are trying to say right, Akia. Yes, exactly what you said but please don't get the wrong idea. I can see her entire face filled with shyness, her body was trembling but she was trying to hide it. I know she loves me and I have feelings for her, what does everyone call it? Love at first sight? no, even though she loves I can't love her and that's the fact which no one knows except me. She is waiting for my reply and the time is about to run out, may be in an hour everything will be darker. Well Akia, I'm going to give my answer, whether you like it or not but it is the truth. Just now as you said I had prepared a quote for myself as you did, which is what I know is different from reality and the reality always rejected me". You feel both of them are similar right... but they are different and our worlds also, it's because of fate that we met but we never destined together. The world in which both of us lived are different and they will never coincide. It is fun being with you but I am not going to be with you forever. I stood up from the bench and moved front a little. First I need to take care of my career and I can't assume other than that. My time is short and I need to achieve a lot of things, thanks for giving me the opportunity to work with you. I think this is our last meeting... Sayonara...

She was about to cry if I leave the place but I'm writer I can alter the reality with my own words and I can create a new reality if I want. Akia there is one last thing I need say... what is it? She asked me with a low voice in vibrating tone. Did you get the prank?... What?? Every time you used to laugh by doing prank on me and this time I did. Which means.... yes, everything you heard from me was an act, baka. Suddenly she hugged me tightly by clearing her tears. I thought everything was real for a second and I was scared. Didnt I told you it's fun being with you. She was happy and I was happy and both of us are affixed firmly in this twilight.

What can I expect more if I had a person who loves me more than I do. beautiful moments won't stay longer and our time too, she pushed me back a little bit and said, who gave you the permission to play with me... no, wait a minute, I don't intend to hurt you... Shiva, till now you had only seen my good side now I will show my evil side. Wait Akia, why are picking the stick, don't tell me.... yes Shiva, I'm going to teach you a lesson for what you did. Please Akia, don't do anything to me... wait, look over there. Where? Wait..... Where are you running , you can't escape from me today. The teachers are still after me even though I'm a teacher..... I REALLY HATE SCHOOLS....

I ran away from her but she catched me at last, I am at my limit I can't run anymore. Shiva do you like fireworks... what are you talking, of course I like fireworks. I think it's about to time, go, yon, san , ni , ichi... now... (Fireworks sounds)... Akia is there any festival today? Yes, today is the festival of colors. I see, they are beautiful just like you, Akia. There is no need to flirt me. By the way when did you started learning Japanese? Learning, no I didn't, actually I know Japanese before I came to this country. Which means you can understand everything I had said.... yes, even the funny things you said about me. Well said shiva, prepare for the double punishment. Wait, you're not serious right?

Hey you two, what are you doing here at late night... nothing officer's, we are here to watch the fireworks, that's what I said and thanks to them I was saved again… Its looks like a lover's quarrel, we shouldn't interfere. Ok let's move, code 012 everything is fine over here, we are returning....

I think we should leave too, Akia, the night is getting darker. Actually Shiva, there is one more place which I want to visit now. that's what she said but why are we in a bar right now.... she is drinking the beer one after the another and I am waiting like a statue of idols, please stop drinking Akia, we need to leave... you lied to me Shiva, you didn't tell me that you know Japanese and the first thing you said to me was Sayonara, I'm really... really... she had fallen down. Well I had no choice but to carry you to home, what's your address? Its in... The... bag... I had walked to her home by carrying her on my shoulders and an unexpected situation taken place.

By the time when we reached to Akia home, Akia's mother was waiting outside for her. Her appearance given me a vibe of fear and anger. She walked towards in our direction after seeing us from a long distance. While I trying to explain the whole situation to her... she suddenly slapped on my right cheek and said ' never try to come near to my daughter '. She had taken Akia inside the house and closed the door on me. What is this? Why did she slapped me? What exactly happened? May be it's not the time to discuss the details, I need to go back to room before its too late.....