It's Not Just A Story

I guess it's time to end this story….No, no, no Lets make one more chapter….

What? Who am I? What are you referring Shiva? It's me Akia…. Don't tell me you forgot about me… sorry, I think I have the amnesia… I don't really remember you…. You are joking right Shiva? We were together till yesterday now you are telling me you forgot about me… all those days we spent together are nothing but illusions… at the time I felt uneasy with his strange look… he was looking at me as a complete stranger… I left the place and ran towards the entrance…. While I was running, arjun looked at me and said… "Now you get it right, the feeling of losing someone we loved". I was walking straight to home but unknowingly I came to the school… perhaps I need to some rest. I went to home, walked to my room and fell on the bed and started remembering about the past….

I was still in the same place after Akia left… I know how she had felt since I had experienced it already… should I go in… I know he would have forgotten about me… but I have to step in or else who would…. After I left my parents, he is the only one left out for me… I have to go in for the sake of Vana too…. I was walking towards the room with a full of unease feelings… I knocked the room door and went inside…Shiva was looking outside and turned towards me… I didn't have the courage but I was about ask him… did you recognize... Oh! It's you arjun, where have you been… it's looks like you are a little bit taller than before… I can't tell exactly from here… by the way is everything alright…? What happened after the accident… You know just a woman passed by…. And she was saying something but I don't know what it…..arjun are listening…arjun… I didn't able to talk because… Shiva regained his old memories…. The doctor said, if the iron pieces are removed from his head he is going to live without any problem but there is a possibility which he will lose his memories again…. Sometimes the miracle happens and this same too… he remembered everything… wait, he didn't recognized Akia which means he forgot the things which happened after the first surgery… Shiva don't you know anything about Akia… No, arjun… who is she?... She an old acquaintance, have some rest Shiva… we will talk later… I was about to move out… Shiva said something in low voice… Sorry arjun, I couldn't be able to protect her… I failed you again… I replied him without turning back… Three years completed after her death shiva… there is no point in greeving right now… I already told you Shiva, have some rest now…. We have a lot of time to discuss….first of all there is someone I need to meet right now… I came out of his room but I couldn't stop crying because he still thinks it was all his fault… the one who lose something for the other things will always loose everything… it was the best fit for Shiva but I'm going to change everything… I will bring back those happy days no matter what…. I made a call to the Tatsumi…. Tatsumi it's the time… inform those girls…

I became somewhat weak after the operation, and my memories are all mixed up…. But I remember one moment clearly… it was the moment I lost my Vana… I would have died if she didn't protected me…but I wanted her to be alive…. I wanted to see her face again…. I wanted to see her smile again… I wanted to be with her again… but it's impossible… after I fired the TNT, I thought it was over for me …. But out of nowhere Vana appeared in front me and hugged me tightly so she can cover me from the explosion… for the moment I know, it was the last hug from her, I tried to change the direction to protect her life but I didn't make it in time… because of time, she had the major damage and I had the minor damage from the explosion… Even in those final moments she called my name… I didn't have the strength to move… I dragged on the ground bit by bit and reached her. I placed her head on my lap as she was about to say her parting words… she touched my cheek with her right hand… It wasn't the pain but I seen her crying and I was too… with those teary eyes she said, its looks like I don't have much time left… "I wanted to be with you more but this is where I can travel with you"… I love you Shiva more than anything and anyone… that's why you have to live my share too… from today onwards live your life freely as you desired and aim for your dream… "I wish I would like to see you more"… her hand had fallen after she finished and due to the damage of the explosion I became unconscious and fell a side….I don't know how many days have passed after the incident…

I'm having different memories… but they are like the midnight dreams which appear once in a life time… This is the time which I need to be confident in myself or else I will regret my decision in the future….While I was taking a sip of my coffee someone knocked the door… come in… and there are two school girls standing in front of me… I don't know who they are… perhaps they are visiting another patient I guess… I don't know who you are but I guess this is not the room you are looking for… Teacher, actually… we know that you forgot about us and also Akia teacher too… we were sad because of it but because of you and Akia teacher's advice we became the artist to stand in the industry today… Akia… the woman arjun mentioned and these girls… something must have happened… sorry to say this but I don't really remember who you two?.... it's fine… compared to Akia teacher sadness this is nothing… actually we are here to give you this manga book… they gave me the book which consists of different diagrams and text… the language is different but I was able to understand it…. What is this book?.. it was the book based on how you and Akia teacher met three years ago… we modified it a little but the context is the same… we would be happy if this book brings your memories back… please come back to us… they left in a hurry after saying those words… three years…did something happened between these three years… I still feel like I was in a coma… does this book really uncover my secrets… the title is… The moon light of my dark days….

My name is Akia… I'm a normal student in the college… I am not good at talking with the others and I was always bullied by the rouge students… It was a living hell for me… the one and only reason I'm going to the college is because of my father…. My father wanted me to pursue higher education standards because I can live a peaceful life at his age… but he didn't knew what I was going through…. Sill I never wanted him to be sad because of me… Unexpectedly one day… my father was arrested by the police, at the time I didn't know the reason…. But I became angry once I heard about my father… I tried to protest him but no one listened to me and the situation became adverse…. At the end my father accepted about what he committed…. I know about my father he is not a person who would do something like that…. In the end no one listened to me… I had no choice but to lock myself in the room… seconds have passed, minutes have passed, hours have passed, days have passed and weeks passed too… my mother was knocking the door from the outside but I don't have the courage to talk to her…. After a few days of time, I became weak of not eating the food…. So I walked a bit to open the door, I tried to touch the door but before I knew I collapsed on the ground… I tried my best to open the door but my hand isn't moving at all and I became unconscious….

When I woke up I was in the hospital and my mother was next to me… she hugged me tightly, I think I worried her too much… a mother is always a mother… and also for some reason my eye vision became crystal clear like someone else…. The doctor said I will be discharged after a week of observation and my mother went with him to complete the rest of the formalities…. I was alone in the room, that's what I thought… but there is a person in next bed to me… he is the person who changed my life completely and his name was Shiva…..

He is the person who taught me how to live in this accursed world with the straight forward face… For the rest of the one week we talked to each other a lot… I don't know who he is …. But he chatted with me as an old friend… sometimes we used to sneak out of the hospital… and used to stole the equipments of the doctors…. I had a lot of fun with him… for a second I thought, my life would be so happy if I stay close to him… but things won't go according to the plan… after a week he left the hospital without telling me….I searched for him all around the Hospital but I couldn't find him… I thought it was over for me again but there is a note underneath my pillow… When I opened it I found something which leads me to this day…. "Wait for me, I will definitely return"….