Chapter 3

Me and Nylo were once again walking home from school. He said," Are you sure your okay?" I said," Of course I am." I saw him have this concerned look on his face. I said" I told you I'm fine. You don't have to be so sad about it." He said" No, I know and I believe you. Its just that.....never mind. Maybe it's just me." I said" What do you mean. Please tell me." He said" Please don't get mad." I said" I won't promise."

He said" Well, at the hospital.....no, I- I can't tell you. I'm sorry." Could it be that he saw what my parents did to me? He also looked agitated too. No. It couldn't be, right? Yeah it couldn't be. I just hope it was something else. To get my mind of of this, I need a distraction. So, I have two middle names. You now my first one, but I have a second one. Itis Dickson. Now, some of you may say that it doesn't fit me or it doesn't go right with my name.

But to be honest, I agree with you. Because of my second middle name, every one makes fun of me because of the word Di** in it. I hate my school. I wish I can go to another one, one that is much nicer. But, I can't leave Nylo all alone. What's sad about it is that he doeasn't even know about the gossips about me. He doesn't know about any of them.

I know I say that I tell him everything, but just not the things at home or school. Just what I feel. He just tells me everything. This makes me feel so bad, but I don't want him to get involved in my own problems. I only tell my parents about this. They are still my parents even though they do all those kinds of things to me.

We were not home and my parents called me into the kitchen and told me to sit at the table. I said" What is it?" My mother said" The reason why we do those horrible things to you is because we want you to forget about those horrible rumors or gossips about you." My father added" We feel really bad about your second name, and we are very sorry." I said" Well, thank you for your concern, but I hear those things everyday. You cant change that. So, can you please stop abusing me?" My father said," Ok sweetie."

I was so relieved. They were just trying to protect me. But, this doesn't make any sense. Why abuse me when we can just talk about it? Anyways, I saw a message from Nylo saying," I saw what your mom and dad were doing to you at the hospital." WHAT THE FCK! What am I going to do now?! That explains why he suddenly came in at that time.

I asked Nylo to come over. He came over and I told him that it was a mistake. I told him everything that he missed or I didn't tell him. He said," I don't care I'm going to make everyone pay for what they did to you!" I said" Nylo, do you love me as a friend?" He said" Yea, why?" I said" Then don't do this. This is my own problem." He said," No. We are doing this together whether you like it o not" I am happy that he wants to help me, and I like him, but he's just so stubborn. What am I going to do now? Ugh! I hate my life so much. I just wish all of this.....this pain, complications, and....hate. T^T ( this means she is crying)