Waiting

Looking into her eyes with a feeling new to me, I lean my face in and close the gap between us. Her hungry mouth attacking mine and mine taking it head on. Whispering against her lips "Are you sure you want this?" And just as feverish as before her hands glide all over my body.  In the softest voice I hear " I want you" and with that I let myself get started. I can't let my control get lost to the monster, not yet. But I can fuck her like a man. Flipping her on top of me I tell her "I won't put it in, you are going to and you are going to control how deep and fast I go." Slowly nodding she looks at me with glazed eyes and red cheeks. Her swollen lips and hooded eyes making me crazy I want to thrust into her so badly it hurts. But I can't , not yet. Slowly sliding against my hardend member I hiss at the contact of her wet skin against my hard. The softest moan coming out of her mouth and her eyes closing instinctively make my body tremble. It's torture. Her hot hands are like fire resting on my chest, as she uses me to hold herself up, to control her rocking torture. I feel darkness take my eyes as I close them and hear everything, every wet fold sliding, every pant and moan. I feel it all to the tenth power, the way her fingers tremble against me, how her legs are tensing and untensing against my hips. The sound only making me think hard about the decision to let her take control. I can feel the burning in my forehead start and the pain in my gums reverberate to my member. The only thing in my head right now is the overwhelming want to loose myself inside of her, tare her apart and leave her destroyed wanting, needing me. But I can't. Hot lava flowing through me and a hunger darkening my closed eyes is what I try to focus on. She lays completely flat against me and all I can do is shake slightly at the ungodly feeling of her heat burning me alive. Suddenly her voice breaks me out of the daze. "I don't think I should be on top..Would you.." and without further say I flip us and the way she looks under me couldn't have made things any harder. Sweat beading on the back of my neck and the painful strain of my erection must have been enough for her to realize that i couldn't take much more. It feels like death. Every second I wait and don't tare into her I feel like takes me closer to my own demise. "Maybe im not ready for this." my heart stops, the monster inside ready to burst and she cant do it. "What? Nevermind, okay" i move to lay next to her. "its nothing against you really. i just feel like i only know the dream you, not the real you and i just want to make sure im positive i want to be with you and that you dont just want to fuck me to death you know?" i couldnt help but to laugh at the last part. "fuck you to death? really?" she pouts and crosses her arms over her chest like a 5 year old. "well how the fuck am i suppose to know how it goes? im not an expert in incubus'" her bottom lip pouting further and our humorous conversation are just enough to make the burning slowly go out and put the monster back into the depths of my heart. "i love your knowledge on all things incubi, but im sensing we should be going to bed before things get heated again and we both have a class to be attending tomorrow morning." the feeling of her chest slowly rising with comfortablity,  and her heart beat slowing from the sudden adrenaline rush, is almost calming enough for even me to fall asleep to. "when i fall asleep will it be like it was before you became real?" i chuckled. "ive always been real first of all, and secondly do you want me to come to you in your dreams?" she just lay there looking at me through drowsy eyes. i let the silence overtake us. finally she interupted the silence, "i do." she scooched closer and i put my arm under her head, and she wraps her arm around my waist, i wait for her to fall asleep. i watch as her eyes heavy further and the sound of her breathing evens out. just as fast as things sped up she fell asleep. i watched for a bit as her breathing slows and evens out and her face relaxes, she seems so at peace with the world and mellow, her skin glowing and her hair, rests like a frame around her face. slowly and gently i move her next to me and get up. standing in the darkness i look around the room and notice something shinning across it. walking closer i see it, the mirror. as i step into the light the shadows covering me disappear and the shining i noticed was exacty as i thought. there in front of me is the monster, massive horns glittering and inky black scars covering the skin i leave bare. i pull my long white hair up into a ponytail i cant help the sigh that escapes. 'what am i doing?' suddenly KC rolls over letting out a soft moan making the rush of heat that i barely swallowed down before come rising back up. looking away from KC and back to my reflection i couldnt hide from him, from myself, even if i hide it from the world i will always need 'it' to live. my breathing becoming ragged and labored. i can feel my cock throbbing and the pain of it straining against the skin. i need it! grabbing hold of my hard meat i start to stroke it until the small bead of precum slides down the shaft making it slick. hissing its not the same as a human but itll do till i can get her to break. leaning my head back i start moving faster and the pain starts to turn to pleasure. the slowly building pressure boiling and mounting, lava in my veins flooding my skin and the rush forcing my fangs to pierce through my gums. the intense sensation making me come closer and closer to my end. i speed up and biting into my own arm im sent off the edge and stars explode behind my eyes as cum shoots up my stomach. slowly coming down from the rush i look at KC and shes still asleep, waiting for me. grabbing my tshirt i wipe the sticky mess off and slowly get back into bed, puing her back into my arms and resting her head onto my chest. Unfortunately unlike humans i cant sleep. i dream walk, praying on my next meal. As i lay here looking at her peaceful face I just dont know if i should keep entering her dreams. Sighing i turn to stare at the ceiling and determine im going to find my next meal instead. gently getting back out of bed, making sure i dont wake KC, i go to window. Opening it, i flinch as it makes a soft squeak. i look back to make sure it hasnt woken Kaycera. luckily shes a heavy sleeper and just rolls over. i let the breath i didnt realize i was holding, out. Quickly i launch myself out the window and into the night. Landing on the moist dirt below with a soft thud. Ill admit im not clumsy but im not exactly the most light weight, making me kind of awkward and a bit noisy. I glance back up at the window one last time and walk away into the darkness. And like a hunter i begin my search for my pray.