Blind Love: Page 4

My eyes opened as soon as I saw the sunlight. I spotted Sayo standing up putting her bra on. Her back faced me. The sun shined onto her body. She put her underwear on, it was the color red and so was her bra. I couldn't stop my thoughts. My body on top of yours, my lips pressed against yours, the way your body would shiver when I start putting myself inside you, and your nails...your nails sinking into my back and you'd whisper "I love you". She was done. I closed my eyes and felt her touch on my shoulder. I opened my eyes and yawned " Ready to go?"

"Yeah, thank you for answering the phone after I treated you so harshly".

I nodded. She then followed me out of the room, past reception, and into our Uber. It was a silent ride until she stared at me " Yes?"

"Why didn't you bring Leon with you?"

"We broke up".

She replied with shock " I'm sorry".

"No, it's fine".

"Why"?

I wanted to tell her right there and then "You". "Because I want you". But I bit my tongue.

"He suspected I loved someone else".

"Do you?"

"I don't know".

We arrived at my house and I took her hand.

As soon as we got inside, I broke the silence with " Go take a shower, you smell weird".

She giggled a little, but there was still something on her mind.

I grabbed her arm as she turned around "What happened? Please tell me."

She pulled her arm away and said: "After, my shower, okay?"

"Okay."

I sat there on my bed fidgeting with my phone. I heard the faucet stop running, followed by the sound of the door opening. She walked out with her booty shorts, and a crop top, along with soaking wet hair. I kept it at my house for "emergencies".

She stood there, leaning against my dresser, her back facing towards me.

"I don't know where to start... I'll try my best to explain. When I came home from work, mom was blankly staring at a white sheet of paper in front of her. When I looked closer it was blank. I asked if she was okay, but all she did was sit there. I found a bottle of drugs lying on the floor, she crossed out the name of the drugs with a pen. I started yelling, and I told her I was going to call 9-1-1. Then she snapped out of it for a second and screamed "No!", in this booming voice, like if she were possessed. She told me to go to sleep. So I listened to her, I headed up into my room until I heard a thud. I went back down and I saw the gun on the floor but she was still standing. She just dropped it, I ran to grab the gun first but she already had a hold of the gun... she kept stuttering "stand back...s-stand back". Then she started ranting about how my dad was going to kill us so she had to kill us first... It-It didn't make sense so I took on step closer and she yelled... I don't remember what it was because the gun went off but I moved and it only grazed me or something but I didn't know. Then the next thing I know, I see my mom on the ground with a pull of blood around her and I'm screaming. Everything was so faint, I remember seeing your face, then the nurse's and the police and then- I find out my mother is dead.

She started shaking. I stood up and held her again " Make it go away", she sobbed. "Make it go...".

"Are you sure?"

She couldn't reply.

I lifted her chin, starred her deep in the eyes, and pushed my body onto hers against the dresser. She looked confused, but I did it. I pressed my lips onto hers. I slid two fingers into her panties. She let out a tiny moan and pulled away from me. I tried coming closer and she pushed me away "What the hell is wrong with you"?!

"Nothing is".

I acted calm and collect.

"Everything is", she cried.

She headed for the door but I got there first. I closed the door and stood in front of it. "You're scaring me", she spoke shakily.

"I know, and I'm sorry. But you asked me to make it all go away... didn't you?"

"With drugs or something! I didn't want-"

"Sex is a drug, darling. It numbs the pain in the best way."

"Why now?! Why tell me this now?"

"Because I'm in love with you".

"No! You're just confused."

I crossed my arms and leaned against the door.

"I didn't mean to fake my sexuality for this long".

"Fake? For this long?!"

"It felt like the only way for everyone to accept me, and when I was the new kid in 6th grade and everyone heard about my father on the news, I didn't feel safe, loved, or accepted... but you made me feel that way, I'm the son of a serial killer and rapist, how can anyone be comfortable around me?"

"Serial killer...Rapist?"

"I'm surprised you didn't know, that explains a lot-", I chuckled.

She started sobbing "Please don't hurt me...please".

She fell on her knees.

"That's why. That's why I hid my sexuality. If I'm the son of a rapist who only hurts women, why would I hurt and rape a woman if I was gay".

"Stop!"

"Stop what?"

She stood up and wiped the tears from her eyes " I loved you for so long... and it was so hard to see you with anyone romantically. But when I finally accepted that, you go right back in the closet! The nights we spent together were the best nights. And if I was going to get over you I would have to end our friendship and I did. But any boyfriend I would get was never good enough. I've always loved you, but you kept the lie alive for this long instead of telling me the truth. We could have been happy.... for god's sake... I wanted to save my virginity for you, but the beginning of high school you sit next to me crying and ranting and then the words "I think I'm gay" came out of your mouth and my heart dropped, but I accepted it, and when Leon came into your life I was jealous at first but he loved you so much, more than I ever could so I let you be... I was heartbroken before you ever were".

I un-crossed my arms. And walked over to her. "Just let me kiss you already...please".

I put one hand on her face and wiped off her tears.

"Is that all? Is everything your telling me the truth? There's nothing else you need to tell me?"

"No, that's all".

She stared me deep in the eyes. I stared at her and put my hand on her cheek again. Then I kissed her again, her lips were so soft. I kissed her gently, and then I carried her and I threw her onto the bed. I kissed her neck, and I started to give her hickeys. I could hear her panting and I loved it. I started to work my way down, I pulled off her crop top as she wasn't wearing her bra from this morning. I ran my fingers around her nipples. She let out a moan. I found her weak spot. They were tender to touch. So I started to suck on them. She tilted her head back and put her hand over her mouth. I pulled her shorts down and then her panties. I took off my shirt and my pants. Then my boxers. I saw her smile when she saw me naked. She touched my abs as I was about to put my self inside of her "You have a beautiful body", she whispered.

"That's a nice way of saying I have a big dick".

She laughed and then I stared deep into her eyes again and I put my self inside of her. It looked as if she had a small orgasm. "Shit, keep going", she whispered.

I could tell she was a virgin. It seemed surreal to me.

"Does it hurt", I asked.

"Yeah", she panted

" It's okay I'll make everything go away, I promise", I whispered.

I started sucking on her nipples again but this time it was better. She immediately covered her mouth, as I heard muffled moans. I grabbed her arms and held them so they laid flat on the bed.

I like her voice, the way she moaned was so hot to me.

I started going faster and faster and faster, as I did that she wrapped her arms around my back, digging her nails into my back. She called out my name as I came inside her. she orgasmed and so did I.

"I love you... oh... holy shit, I love you", she sounded exhausted. I got off of her and rolled on my side onto the bed and faced her.

I kissed her one more time and said: "Marry me?"