Lou Pass Experience

Lou's face turned gloomy, he didn't know why but he felt something important from him suddenly disappear.

When he heard that news, the first thing he wanted to do was to find Cannon and ask her what happened but he was hesitant.

He feels fear and embarrassment, he fears that the answer he heard from her will greatly disappoint him and at the same time embarrasses in front of others.

Their relationship is not that deep but still, his feelings for her are true. That's why he felt embarrassed to see him now.

"Let's go, Lou, let's see her, I heard she is still inside of the Principal's Office." Shu said.

Lou weakly shook his head, he chose not to see her, if ever his guy is right, he can just let her go.

He is a womanizer, and pervert, but he cherishes everything he has because he don't chance to got it and don't even have it in his past life.

He already experienced being left behind by an important person in his life and this time it's different.

Maybe she did not leave him but she chased someone who is better than Lou.

Just like his mother left him to his grandfather when he was still small, he heard that she will go to the town to work and earn money for everyone after his father left them.

But who thought his dear mother would never come back again after that last time he saw her.

He asked those older people why? The answer he got is.

"Your mother chosed it, but you can't feel resentful of her, she chose it to escape poverty, she chose it because that's the nature of every human being."

"We chose the best for us because we have choices, if ever you have a chance to choose, choose those things that will make you happy."

That's what his grandmother said.

Because Lou is still young and pure, he doesn't know what kind of choices his grandparent said to him, but he knows for sure, his mother chose to abandon them.

Just like what they said, he did not feel resentment from her, he did not get angry or anything, after all, they have nothing at all.

A couple of years pass and Lou starts to grow up without any guardian like mother and father, the only thing he has is grandparents from his father's side.

Every time he thinks about his mother who left them, he feels no resentment for her, the only thing is thankfulness because his grandparents never chose something that will make him suffer.

Until he grew up, his grandparents passed away and left him alone. He chose to abandon his old house because of sadness. He don't want to live in a place where sadness only can give him.

He chose to go out after he finishes his studies. Life is really hard because after he graduates he never gets a decent job until one day while working on one of his part-time jobs he did not expect to see someone.

His mother, wearing gorgeous cloth while holding the hand of an old mister and a younger boy in his arms.

They look happy as they stop in front of Lou and buy something from him.

When he looks at his mother, he realizes that his mother is actually beautiful. She looks young even though he knows that she is already old.

Her son looked at Lou and asked something he did not expect to ask.

"Big Brother, why are you selling this even though it's raining?"

"I need to eat, that's why I need to work."

"Then why not find a good job like my father?"

"...." Lou silently looked at him.

His mother answered it for him," Maybe he did not finish his college or maybe they are poor, that's many things that need to be considered if you want to get a job."

The old gentleman nodded," And being able to get a stable job is not really easy, our society chooses those who graduate from prestigious schools or those who have high grades even if they need a janitor."

"Why?"

"Because they can choose." His mother said.

"Everyone has the right to choose."

That's right, just like his mother and grandparent said, everyone has the right to choose, he who has been left because his mother chose a better way to escape from poverty.

Right now, he doesn't have any job or even money to feed himself because he doesn't have any choices.

If he has any choice, he will choose a better path but the problem is, he doesn't have any choice but to follow the path of most people chose.

Right now, he can see his mother who chooses the path that she thinks is better than they have in the past. Seeing her content face made Lou know that she is happy with what she chose.

But on the other hand, Lou found out something, he actually felt sad that she chose something good and gave up the rest of them.

Just like what he read in a book, if you choose something, you need to give up something greater.

And it seems that he is about to experience being given up by someone again for better choices.

It feels sad but at least right now he is not alone, even if he is left behind by someone at least he still has some who will support him wholeheartedly.

Love is like this, love is selfish as they said, but for Lou, Lou is all about giving up something important to you so that that important person can get what he thinks is better than you.

"What's the matter?" Shu seems to notice Lou silently looking outside, he doesn't know why he can show that strange face.

"It's nothing." Lou sigh, he feels that after thinking, the sadness inside finally decreases, of course, inside he wants to see if Kannon's choice is going to get her better side.

"Lou!!"

With a bang, the door rudely opens, Saruyama and Sarutobi who are crying with blood suddenly come back after spying on the principal's office.

"What's the matter?"

Both of them hurry and pounce Lou and strange him.

"Damn you!! You lucky pervert!!"

"Why only you!! Why not us!!"

"Ha?"