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This life will be different I have a family who loves me and want to be around me. They are excited for me. I will practice and make them proud. I laid in my crib and meditated that's all I could do anyways. I need to be able to expand the amount of mana I have so I don't over due it when I start using magic. I laid there releasing little amounts of mana at a time to get my mana to grow, I would do this every day when my mom put me in my crib or had me outside with her.

I grew without any issues and practice my powers little by little when I was alone. Before I knew it I was already 5 and my brother was 10. I didn't look much like my brother, he had black hair and blue eyes. His eyes were darker than mine. I had light blue almost white eyes and white hair. The only difference from my past lives is that my eye color changed. This was my third life in a row that my hair was white. My brother and dad practice swordsmanship every day and my brother would go off to school and be gone for weeks. Everything started to change though. A group of knights came one day around dinner and our father hurried off with them. Brother was away at school at the time.

The issue is days turned into weeks and weeks into months and still no word from our father. My mother got a letter was upset about it and meant up with a noble a few days later. My brother did come back after that. I turned 6 then 7, and a new man started to come around. He wasn't nice to our mom or me. He also drank a lot.

I started taking care of myself. Before I new it I was 13 and the man still lived at our house. I snuck out every day after my chores and practice magic and sword fighting. I had made a tree house for myself and a sword the same way I did in the past. I also ended up getting a pet. I found a baby bird on the ground one day when I was 11 and I healed and raised it. It turned into a big hawk. It is black and red and is about 4 feet tall when it's standing and has more than a 9 foot wing span. I remembered how to use a sword and bows from my past lives along with how to read and write.

I also knew it was only a matter of time before I was sold off to some noble as a mistress, I was considered the most beautiful in our village. A rare beauty on pare with that of nobles.

I knew magic though I practiced healing magic more this time around and I master two elements fire and air. Fire came extremely easily for me and air wasn't that hard either. I used them when I would go hunting and to get into my tree house. I had taken a stove from a house that was being destroyed and set it up in my tree house so I could go hunting and cook my own food. I was planning to run away at some point so I had a small garden and my house was right by a river. It was about a 10 mile hike from the village up a mountain. Most people wouldn't enter the forest because of the bears and wolves and mountain lions. Along with other predators and demons. Demons only come out at night and they can't fly. Most aren't good at climbing either. The only ones that are good at it are werecats, werewolves and ogres along with some other orcs can't climb. Making it so my tree house is safe even at night. I have little lights strung up on the ceiling, and most of the house is wooden so it blends in well with the trees. It's also pretty high off the ground so the werecats don't really waste there time on me. The others can't really even see the lights anyways. Werecats are also more rare to run into, so it's not really a problem.

I try to stay away from the house because of my moms new husband. He's a mean drunk who blows through all of our money and he throws things and hits me and my mom. She's stays with him anyways and always forgives him. She could care less if I'm getting hurt or not, she also has turned mean. She takes out her frustration on me so it's easier to hide out here and I have to take care of myself when I'm at home anyway.

I have two years until I'm legally an adult and I can be sold off for more money for her new husband to gamble away or spend on alcohol.