I stood there trying to figure out what could've happened in the past that would have him think that way.
But i was too tired to figure anything out so i just went up to my room and showered.
After showering I lay on my bed in my towel and thought of all the things that happened these past few days, I realized that I probably haven't processed all of this properly and that's why I'm reacting so normal to all of this happening to me like Angel said.
I sat there for a few minutes and then it finally hit me, I killed someone. And not only one person but two, all of these different thoughts crossed my mind, what if they had families?
What if they were only doing this for money? Because they needed it to survive? What if they thought they were just going to go home after that and they were going to see their kids?
While all of this was running through my mind i didn't realize i started bawling, I was crying so hard little yelps were escaping from my mouth. I covered my face with my hands and kept crying until I heard knocking on my door.
"Rose?" I heard it but didn't react to the person calling my name, I just couldn't stop crying.
I sat up and tried to stop, but the tears just kept flowing.