The soldier turned around to look at the person speaking to him. Then, he said, "They can't save the baby. I didn't even know she was pregnant. She didn't know either. This is my fault. It's all my fault for not taking good care of her. It's all my fault for not taking good care of myself and our baby. She will hate me."
Then, the soldier hit himself across the face. He slapped himself twice. If Lu Xingzhi did not hold him back, he might have hit himself until his wife came out of the emergency room.
Lu Xingzhi could empathize with that feeling because he had also experienced the same sense of self-blame. He wished that he could beat himself to death.
"This has already happened. It's useless to blame yourself. "Just remember to take care of her more carefully in the future," Lu Xingzhi said.
Even though the soldier did not hit himself anymore, his mood did not improve.