Can't Bear To Do It

[Yaoyao, I can't let them, or rather, we can't die in vain.]

Lu Xingzhi's emotions were not expressed in those few words, but Jiang Yao could imagine them.

He knew Ah Sheng was already dead, but he refused to believe it and even requested for her to treat Ah Sheng first.

She had never seen an irrational Lu Xingzhi before.

She assumed it was because of Ah Sheng and his friendship at the time.

She knew it was because he had seen too many comrades die in the previous few days, and he was afraid of losing another.

He had to be in a lot of pain at the time. He had to have been desperate, and he had to have blamed himself.

[Yaoyao, I was more concerned with you at the time than my parents or our unborn child.]

[I can't even imagine how you will survive in that world without me.]

[I really want to tell you that if I die, you should forget about me, but I can't write that while you are pregnant.]