Shooting Star

When I look at the people around me, they outshine me like the stars in the sky, I wish I could reach them but I'm stuck and unnoticed, and disappointing the people around me. Maybe I should be like them then people will notice me, but do I really want to change myself? would that even help my situation or would it make it worse? I want to be noticed but at the same time, I wish they would just stay away from me Because, in one way or another, I know something bad will happen if I try to associate with them. So I say to stay the same, that dull star that no one will notice until I fall. the moment I fall is when I'm done and won't get back up.