•Part 22 --- A Long Way To Go

RM: "to be honest here, we were planning to go on our separate ways when we disbanded, but things didn't go as what we thought or what we planned....so the thing here the most is Suga Hyung pulled you up in the stage suddenly we don't even know WHY"

Suga: "I didn't know that I would pull her up in the stage either"

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Me: "what the heck? THEN why did you pulled me up?"

Suga: "haven't I said it already? Jungkook the golden Maknae is making a move, the only move that he should not do again, he doesn't even like that girl that deep! he's really planning on announcing to every army's their relationship, he will just do the same thing as what he did to Yumi"

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JHope: "Suga Hyung, you speak too much...."

Suga: "its better to say the truth out loud than to be blind of the truth forever" -Suga said loudly-

Me: "back to the real deal here, why separate when you can still live together?"

RM: "to find someone that will spend her whole life with us, but as I said it didn't go as planned, you came back, it gave us another reason to stay together"

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what the heck is NamJoon talking about?

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I looked at them one by one...

Me: "uhh" -I'm actually speechless-

Jimin: "well, aren't we gonna talk about JK?"

JHope: "have we talked about him already? we are already disbanded we have no right to interfere with his personal choices"

Taehyung: "Y-y-you m-mean If Jungkookie didn't come back here, we just have to act like we don't care? because we are already disbanded and he can go to his own ways?"

RM: "that's the way to put it"

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Me: "then that means the band is ruined...."

Suga: "it has been disbanded--"

Me: "what I mean is why separate when you still have a chance to be together!? why not interfere in his choices when he sees all of you as his own big brothers, if you really care about him you all should guide him in a good choice that he should make"

Jin: "you have a point there"

Suga: "are you suggesting that we should find where Jungkook is at right now?"

Me: "Not now but in the next few days"

gosh I feel kind if embarrassed to say that, I don't even have the right to say that to them...they clearly know him better

Jimin: "but the real question here, do you really like Jungkook?"

Taehyung: "I was about to ask her that and that is actually the real question here"

JHope: "yeah, when Jungkook comes back you should know the answer or he will just keep hoping"

Jin: "that's why we should ask her now, do you like Jungkook? do you love him?"

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It suddenly switch into a really quiet topic....I don't know what to say....

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Me: "its really hard to say, it is said that one should not fall in love with a celebrity because you will regret It and I--"

Suga: "your point here is.... you don't like him?"

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Me: "I don't"

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Suga: "this will take a really long way to go then"