•Part 24 --- bothered

The next day

I have been sitting on the couch looking outside the window while the sun is rising slowly

It has been hours since Jungkook has gone out, I've been thinking overnight that if there weren't any misunderstanding back then, would we still stay the same?

would anything like this happen? I also been thinking what the members are asking....

what is my feelings towards Jungkook?

Is it possible for a normal girl to date such a big shot? but I know I'm not worth it...I have ask myself is that really the reason or I just really don't have a feelings for him?

wait....how can someone like me not fall in love with such a man? I know that every woman would fall in love with him even just staying in the same house with him just for a mins

I guess not me then....

I'm just sure that, the one that I like isn't Jungkook but someone else in the members....should I tell him? there's no way he'll like me back right?

---hey

I look back and....

Me: "Jimin? why are you here so early?"

Jimin: "I should ask you, why are you up so early?" -Jimin asks me back-

Me: "I'm just thinking about things" -I said sadly-

Jimin walk straight at me and sat on the couch beside me

Jimin: "is there something on your mind? tell me about it? I'll listen..." -Jimin said worriedly-

Me: "it's just that, if I don't appear in front of you guys, maybe it's not like this..."

Jimin suddenly hugged me°

Jimin: "don't think about something like that, this is destined, whatever we do, this will happen, so don't blame yourself...I'm happy that I had met you..."

I never thought Jimin could be like this, it's really comfortable to be hugged like this, I never guessed that the first person that will comfort me here will be..."Jimin"

Suga: "what's with the hugging so early? a good morning hug?"

-Suga appeared suddenly-

Jimin: "what hyung? you want me to hug you too?" -Jimin said teasingly while walking really slowly towards Suga like Suga is a little kid-

Suga: "stop that" -_-

Me: "by the way why are you up so early Suga?"

Suga: "I'm making music"

Suga: ....

Jimin: "you said that so natural hyung"

-Jimin said with a sad tone-

Suga: "I got used to it...I mean even though we are disbanded, why would I stop making music? it's what I love"

Jimin: "it's just that you don't have to spent your every night on making music now hyung, you need a rest too"

Me: "oh yeah by the way, why are you up so early Jimin?" -_-

Jimin: "well..."

Jimin: "I'm also bothered about the things have been happening recently..."