My thoughts

*next day

I woke up and refreshed myself. I felt kinda different.

I waited for Tae Yong to come. I don't know what he does in front of the mirror for a long time.

He's like Jimin. He also spends a lot of time in front of the mirror and adjusting his hair and asking me a tons of times whether he looks good.

Gosh!! Those old days. I miss him so much. But I can't do this now.

"What are you thinking so much about?"

"Nothing. Let's just leave."

We went down and got into the car. He drove to the company.

We reached and I we went our ways. The only time we'd meet again would be while going back home.

"Sir, there's a client to see you." I said.

"You can call me James. And tell him to come in."

"Ok. Sir, you can go in." I ended the call.

I went out for a break. I went to the cafeteria and got myself a cup of coffee.

I sat down and and started sipping and scrolling through my phone.

"Hey!" Tae Yong accompanied me.

"What are you doing here?"

"Can't I take a break?" I asked sarcastically.

"You can. Ok, so as you know, BTS' new album is coming up. I thought of designing their costumes. How about you help me?"

*cough cough

I choked onto the coffee as I heard him say. I used a tissue and said,

"W-why d-do you c-choose me?"

"Cause I heard you've designed for their song 'Boy With Luv', so I asked. And you are coming." He said.

"I'm not coming. Do whatever you want."

I said and got up but he held my hand and I stopped.

"Ok, sorry." He said sad.

I sat down back. I'm showing all my anger out on him. He did nothing. He's trying to help me but I'm hurting him.

"Sorry for my behaviour." I said feeling guilty.

"Is there something going on with you? You can talk it out to me. I won't tell anyone." He said holding my hand.

"There's nothing. I'm fine." I said a bit sad.

"Is it about the group? Is there anything between you and BTS?"

"No, no. It's all fine." I said and got up and threw the coffee cup and walked. He followed me behind.

"Is it about Namjoon?"

I nodded my head side ways saying no.

"Taehyung?"

"No"

"I got it. Jimin!" He said. I stopped.

"N-no." I stammered.

"It's him." He said.

"A-ani!" I convinced myself.

"It is Jimin. Now tell me what it is." He begged for me to tell.

"I don't wanna talk about it."

"At least I can give you some advice."

I thought for a second and decided to tell him.

I sat down, let out a heavy breath and said.

Who Jimin was, How I got into the group, Then what happened, and how we ended up fighting and the biggest mistake I ever did in life.

It took quite some while to tell him everything cause it was a bit complicated.

"Woah! That's a lot you've gone through alone. And you're Jimin's friend?! I can't believe."

"Don't tell our loud. Or else I'm dead. Everyone would gather up to me."

"Sorry. But why did you tell that?"

"I don't know. Maybe anger took over me. I regret saying it. I did a big mistake. I should never be forgiven."

"You should really talk to him. Tell him how you feel. Tell him how much you missed him, how important he's to you."

"I can't do it. How do I go and stand there and talk after what I did? I can't even imagine looking at him now."

"I know. But he might change after hearing you out. Y/n, you know him best than anyone. So you'll know what'll happen if you talk it to him. Y/n, you said him to not talk. But he might be ready to hear you. Maybe he's waiting for you to talk."

"I'll try my best." I said. He patted me and left me in my thoughts.

I was standing in a seesaw not sure whether to go or not, talk or not.

I walked back to my desk. I started with my work. But in between Jimin came to my mind.

How do I talk to him? He's with someone now. It pains a lot seeing him with someone while I have feelings for him.

I just realised what ruckus I've created.

I can't face him now. I'd break down again.

I continued with my work and tried to forget it.

*time skip

I finished my work and was leaving while I joined with Tae Yong on the way to the car.

"So, what did you think?"

"About what?"

"Talking out with Jimin."

"I'm not sure. Maybe I shouldn't disturb his life now. He's with someone now and he's probably happy with her. And he probably wouldn't like seeing me when things are going good for him."

"What if it's not? What if he likes you like you do?"

"Do you want me to go somewhere or stay?"

"Ok, stay. I won't ask again." I sat inside the car.

He sat and drove.

On the way, I asked,

"Do you and Taehyung know each other?"

"Yeah, I know him. Everyone does."

"Not in an idol way. As a friend or someone close."

"Nooo!" He lengthened it.

"Why'd you ask?"

"You and him have the same thoughts. He was convincing me and you're convincing me now. You're just like him. But only your facial is different. Rest all your behaviour and his is the same."

"There are people who look the same or might have the same characteristics. Maybe I'm one of them." He said.

We reached and went in.

I had some other work to complete so I went to my room and started my work.

*time skip

My eyes were slowly closing and soon I fell asleep on the desk.

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Tae Yong's POV

I went to check on y/n. She was fast asleep on the desk.

I closed her laptop and shifted her to the bed.

"Jimin, I'm really sorry." She said. She is thinking about him day and night.

Tears flowed. I wiped it and patted her head, switched off the light and went to my room.

I should make them both meet. I should call him and tell him everything.

Me: hello Taehyung.

Tae: Hello. Did she say anything else?

Me: she said about the thing between her and Jimin. She also said she really likes him and I gave some advice but she refused to hear more.

Tae: ok. Anything else?

Me: yeah. She asked if I knew you cause I also said her to talk out with him and all that stuff. But I managed it.

Tae: Tae Yong thanks a lot for doing this help.

Me: we're friends. You've helped me a lot. If I don't help you who else will I?

Tae: ok. Keep me updated on her.

Me: how's everything with Jimin?

Tae: he doesn't show anything but I know he misses her inside. I'm also trying to get the truth out of him. He likes her but refuses to accept it. I'll soon get it from him.

Me: all the best. Hope it's soon. Bye.

Tae: yeah I too hope the same. Bye.

Thinking about what to do next, I went to sleep.

To be continued...