Her past was not any better

QiuLan was having a dream. She dreamed of herself in college. She was holding hands with a teenaged boy and they were walking down a road. They looked very happy.

One day she had to go out of the country to go to a medical school. After 3 months she returned for break and wanted to surprise her boyfriend. When she arrived at his apartment and opened the door, she saw him having sexual intercourse with a girl. QiuLan started crying. She didn't know who the girl was until the boyfriend and the girl started talking.

"You already have me, why are you still with QiuLan?," the girl asked. "She is wealthy and she can give me a lot," the guy replied. "Once I become rich, you can just breakup with her," the girl said. "Of course. She is pretty but still uglier than you. I am in love with you not her," he said. "But before I was uglier than her. I had to do plastic surgery because my company told me to," she said. "QiuRong. I only care about who you are now. I don't care about your past."

QiuLan covered her mouth in shock while her tears were still running. The girl was QiuRong, QiuLan's best friend. QiuRong was a actress and she had to do plastic surgery a month ago. QiuLan grabbed her luggage to walk away but she heard something else.

"I know you don't care but what if she finds out about it. We can hide it for a period of time but not forever. We can't just hide that we tried to kill her parents. We can't just hide that we are in a relationship," she said. "Who cares. When she finds out, it would already be too late. We would already have her shares in her company and we would just kick her out," he said. "You're so smart."

QiuLan clenched her fists and took a picture of them having sexual intercourse. She closed the door and she walked away. Her face was no longer sad, her face was full of hatred and revenge. She went back to her company and disabled all of the shares she was going to give out to them. She told a reporter company about the picture and they posted it online. QiuRong career ended and the guy was fired. QiuLan wanted to do more revenge but she stopped. The scene changed and she saw Zhao YaYu. Zhao YaYu was a friend of QiuRong. They both got two knifes and stabbed QiuLan. They stabbed her more and more.

She opened her eyes and she noticed it was just a dream. {...I hate this dream. Why do I keep on crying?!...} She wiped off her tears and she looked up. She saw a lot of stars. She was lying on the floor. She stood up and looked around.

"Where am I? Is this heaven? It doesn't look like it."

She laid on the floor and looked at the stars. There was a couple of comets passing by. QiuLan made a wish. "I hope that I would be able to time travel to a new place to restart my adventure again and to not make the same mistakes. I no longer want to be used my others. I no longer want to be cocky. I no longer want to betray my parents. I no longer want to fall in love with a person that has never loved me." She closed her eyes and tears rolled down her cheeks.

When she opened her eyes, she saw a lot of pictures. One picture was a girl blushing in front of a guy. Another picture was the girl getting bullied by other girls. Another one was the guy pushing the girl away. There were many, many pictures of the girl. There were also voices. "You should go die, QiuYing! He doesn't like you!" "He said that he only loves me and he would never love you!"

"Why does this girl look like QiuRong? Where are these voices coming from?," asked QiuLan.

"You would never be his wife even if you marry him!" "I am not your friend. I only pretended as your friend to get to marry a good guy. Also you are so rough and mean while I just need to pretend to be elegant and the people would like me and dislike you!" "These look like QiuYing's memories. But why am I hearing them?," asked QiuLan.

Then she saw a scene she would never forget. The prince's lover among with other people killed her. It reminded her when her friend and the movie star was trying to kill her. She clenched her fists even if those memories weren't hers. She also wanted to take revenge and kill the prince's lover. She wanted to kill her so much to decrease her heart's hatred. {...Dude! Calm yourself down! Mind your own business! Sigh...} "Calm down. Those memories aren't yours so you don't have to get mad. But if the matter was in my hands I would take revenge for her." While she was saying this phrase, a comet passed by. The comet sparked red and disappeared.

The place started to fade away and the pictures disappeared. The voices went silent. QiuLan was standing there and looking around. "Wait, what's happening?"