Daoist_spider

These are thoughts collected when feeling extreme emotions. In no way are they everyday thoughts or opinions. This book is not suited for anyone under the age of 15. Warning this book depicts depression and/or suicidal thoughts. This book was made purely for the hope that the author can use this to cope. If you don’t like this genre or the book/topics make you uncomfortable. Leave while you still can. Basically it’s like a diary, I post this so I may find out about myself and hopefully learn something from it. I do not post everything on here and some of the chapters might be removed due to either sensitivity issues or me being unwilling to share the thoughts anymore. Grab a bag of tissues and a box of melodrama and we can all just cry this out.

When you’re angry. When you’re sad.

<p>I had a nervous breakdown a few days ago at work. it made it so I couldn't do my work safely and I just felt so guilty that I couldn't finish my work, that I was burdening others and letting everyone down. My boss said to not feel bad and that my mental and physical wellbeing comes first. If you ever feel like your superior won't acknowledge a mental struggle then I suggest either going to a coworker you trust or just jump the superior latter until you find someone who has authority to help. I love my job and what I do, I'm just having a rough time. In the moment I felt helpless, miserable, angry at myself for not being able to stay professional and productive. I still feel guilty but I will still see this on until the end. I will try my best until the end.</p>

I broke