Chapter 83

Weiwan didnt say anything, she just look at Tomoe wondering what happen to her that makes her say that. She use to curse and hate Yue when she help her getting her feet back up but now Tomoe want her to reconsider about the decision or the plan that she already set in her mind for her and her baby's future.

But she doesn't think what Tomoe say is wrong, deep down she know it herself that there is no way she could prevent Yue from meeting their child in the future especially if their aren't divorced yet and not to forget her parent-in-law.

If they know that she is pregnant, they will againt it if she wanted to get divorced since Yue and her are having child on its way.

Tomoe only been there for an hour, then she left. There were so much confuse shown in Weiwan face when she try to move to another topic since she doesnt want to pressure Weiwan about what she said to her but she hope that Weiwan would made a right decision.

On her way to the parking lot, she could see Yue is standing at the parking lot and leaning next to his car while thinking of something. When Yue saw Tomoe, he stand up straight. Yue is waiting for Tomoe to tell him which apartment Weiwan live.

Tomoe saw the Yue face that he is impatient to see Weiwan. When she finally near Yue, she look him straight in his eyes. Then Tomoe say

"Her apartment is on the 4th floor number 450."

When Yue finally knew where Weiwan apartment is, he rush toward the where Weiwan leaving Tomoe standing alone in the parking lot.

But Tomoe doesn't mind since she saw that Yue really meant to make up all his mistake to Weiwan. She just shake her head and sigh, the she walk towards her car.

While Yue, every step that he step makes his heart more and more nervous. He doesn't know whether Weiwan would let him inside her house. There are many possibility about what Weiwan would do once he knock on her door. But no matter what, for sure he will aceept it no matter what.

He take his entire courage to knock on the door and wait Weiwan to open it. While Weiwan just prepared he laptop at the coffee table to see how her online business is doing, since she didn't check it last night. She is just about to on her laptop but suddenly she heard someone knock on the door.

She didn't think of anyone accep Tomoe since she's been here a awhile ago, when she open her door she got shocked to see none other that yue himself stadning infront of her apartment but she quickly revert to her cold expression and ask Yue what his doing there.

"I... I just want to see how you doing and i have something to talk."

"How do you know where i live?"

"I follow Tomoe here, thats why i know she was going to see you here."

"There is nothing to talk about so please dont ever disturb me again."

When Weiwan close the door, Yue prevent her from doing it by hold on to the door. Weiwan begin to struggle then she yell

"What the hell are you doing? Let go....."

"Weiwan, i know you dont want to see me but please give me the chances to explain to about what happen between us few months ago... Please i beg you."

Weiwan stop struggle to close the door, she think about what Tomoe told her about both of her and Yue needed to discuss the problem between them so that they both can be at ease.

" Fine!! But you only have five minute not more than that so better be a good explanation why you hurt me so much."

"I'm so sorry Weiwan."

Weiwan open her door to let Yue in, when he got inside Weiwan's apartment the inside are simple and casual. He liked how Weiwan knows how to make it more comfortable and warm.

Weiwan seat the sofa opposite to Yue so they could face to face with each other. She didnt need to offer him drink since he will only have five minute until she ask him to get out from her apartment.

Both of them seem to be silent for awhile, then Yue begin to talk.

"How are you Weiwan, how's the baby?"

But Weiwan didnt asnwer instead she said

"Didnt you come here wanting to explain to me what happen back then? So talk while you still have time, remember i only give you five minute to talk."

It made Yue sad watching how Weiwan treated him coldly but he knows he deserve it because he also do the same before. So he begin to talk about what happen then and why he did it

" I just dont know what came over me to start having an affair and treated you like that. I just felt that i have been into a lot pf pressure about work and our marriage that i dont have any time for myself to take a breath for awhile. I want to feel like being young and free again"

"You did that just because you needed to felt young and free again? How's that made any sense at all? Thats doesnt mean that you cant treat me like shit! Do you even know how i felt back then, i thought that i was the problem but when i finally realise that you were having an affair that had made me broke beyond repair especially when that mistress of yours tell me that she is pregnant with your child. Do you know that i felt like dying? Did you know that!"

The more Weiwan talk, her scream begin to get loud and louder. She let it out what she felt, what she has been keeping it inside her heart for so long when she left the their house. She cried.

Yue saw that, he felt devestate seeing Weiwan like that.

" I'm sorry for hurting you, I'm sorry for abandon you alone at our house... I'm sorry for not keeping my promise to you. I was foolish to think about that, I was to far away to get back to the right path and when I did it was too late. You already left our home and disappear. "

Yue hug Weiwan tightly as if he is afraid that Weiwan might disappear again. Weiwan kept crying since she let it out her emotion even though she promised to herself that she wouldn't waste her tears for Yue but still it is hard when the person you hate yet love so much is infront of you.

"Please give me the chance to make it up to you Weiwan, I love you so much. Please I beg you even though I don't have any right to do so but still I wanted to make you and our child happy for the rest of our lives. I promise you that. "

Weiwan kept silence, she doesn't answer Yue's plead.