Chapter 85

While Weiwan waiting for the bath tub to be full, she felt something different. Yes, it's been so long that she and Yue been in the same room and that felt different. Since she been living alone now after getting out of their house. If she didn't think about her parent in law, she would ask to have separate room with him but she just push the idea from her mind because she doesn't want Yue's parents to feel awkward. Especially his mother who was so excited to see her here with Yue.

She didn't heard that Yue called her until he touch her shoulder, Weiwan flinch got shock to see that Yue is in front of her. She didn't notice Yue approach her. Seeing that Weiwan shock, Yue apologies.

"Sorry, I didnt mean to scare you. I call you but you didn't heard me."

"What is it?" Weiwan said annoy.

"It's ready now, you can take a bath."

Without replying Yue back, Weiwan took the towel that was prepared at the chair and walk towards the bathroom.

Yue just look at Weiwan until he saw her close the door, he still feels that his heart is beating faster. He really misses to be alone with Weiwan, of course they were alone at Weiwan's apartment but sleep different room but this time they were at his parent's house so both will sleep at the same room. He smile thinking that this will be his chance to sleep beside Weiwan. He thank his mother for suggesting them to stay for the night. He knew that his mother is trying to mend the relationship between Weiwan and him. But he also knew that it will not be easy to change Weiwan heart, no matter what he did she will never love him again. She will always remember what he had done to her.

But still Yue hopes that even though Weiwan doesn't love him anymore but their marriage can still be safe and both will try to be reasonable for the sake of their child.

After Weiwan finish taking a bath, she got out from the bathroom and took her sleeping cloth and wear inside the bathroom. Yue is laying on the bed and wait for Weiwan to be there with him. After Weiwan finish, she walk towards the bed and got inside the blanket and lay her head on the pillows.

She doesn't want to see Yue beside her so she take a little far away from him. Yue saw what Weiwan did and he smile sadly at her. Clearly she doesn't want to be in the same room with him, but he won't give up for the sake of their child.

Yue got out from the bed and then took his towel to take a shower, just a few minutes he finish took a shower and then wear his sleeping cloths. Yue got out from the room and goes downstairs to prepare milk for Weiwan. After that he took the milk upstairs and goes back inside their room. He knew Weiwan wasn't sleeping so he approach her and wake her up. Indeed Weiwan still awake and when she heard that the door were open, she knew who it was without turning to look at the door. She just stay quiet and close her eyes.

Weiwan is wondering why he notice that she wasn't sleeping at all then she open her eyes. She see that Yue is holding a glass of milk.

"You should drink this before going to sleep."

Without saying anything, she just took the glass from Yue and drink it because she knew without drinking any milk she won't go to sleep that easy. Weiwan feels relief because she just about to go out to the kitchen but she feels a bit lazy.

Yue smile, even thought Weiwan doesn't talk to him but she still have a heart to let him do this for her.

And soon they both fell asleep, and have a different dream. Weiwan dream of the three of them, having picnic and laugh happily while Yue have a nightmare, he saw how Weiwan choose another man after gave birth to their child. No matter how he shout begging at her, Weiwan didn't turn back and look at him. She just kept walking with the other man who put his hand around her shoulder while she carry their child. Yue felt that his world really dark.

Weiwan woke up when she felt that Yue having nightmare, he kept saying her name "Wa...wawan...no..nnoo please don't.....go."

while he was choke by his own crying.

Weiwan heard it clear of what Yue say and she wonder what kind of dream that make Yue like this. When she saw that Yue been moving so much, she tried to wake him up.

"Yue wake up...wake up now." Weiwan shake his body hard.

And that's when Yue open his eyes and look around. There were still tears in his eyes, he look around and find himself still in his room, then he felt someone touching him. He look beside him and find Weiwan is looking at him.

"Hey, are you okay?"

But Yue still didn't respond as if he have been froze. Weiwan try to ask again but got shock when Yue suddenly hug her. She try to escape from Yue's hug but couldn't because he was hugging her tightly to the point that she felt annoyed. she struggle to release herself but then she stop when she hear Yue mumble

"I'm not dreaming right, she still here with me..."

Weiwan stop struggling and stay in Yue's hug. After a few minute Yue release her and look at Weiwan then he say

"Weiwan..no matter what i won't give up, even though you no longer love me. It's okay, i will still be right beside you. No matter what you throw at me, i won't stop you because i know that doesn't hurt much like how i hurt you back then. I will gladly take it but please don't be with someone else and leave me. i won't be able to survive if you and our child leave me. I know i won't be the same again. So please don't okay."

Yue's entire body tremble remembering what he had dream, he couldn't stop Weiwan and he is afraid that she might leave one day.

Weiwan doesn't know what to say, because she could feel that it was a sincere confession from Yue.