I couldn't help it, my feelings where an mess and that was also the case with my mind. At some point did I see land, it was weird to see a huge castle and so many lights and… people? It took me an moment before I understood where I was exactly. I looked everywhere to hid, this where humans and if she would appear before them they would do everything to make sure that she would be dead.
I stayed low and saw the woods where only darkness was around, there was no hesitation when I went that way. When my feet finally touched the ground did I feel myself getting a little less tens.
I walked around to make sure that nobody was around and then made with a swing of my hand a shelter of branches and leaves, it felt safe. I took shelter under it and listen to the peaceful music that the small birds made together with the other voices of the woods.
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I didn't recall when I fell asleep however the sun was starting to rise, I looked around and started to listen if I could hear something else apart from the wind and birds, however it was not needed.
I stood up from my sleep place and with a small swing did the branches and leaves disappear, I started to walk further in the woods. I didn't wanted to return home, they just wanted me to marry some guy so that I can continue the bloodline of the Dark Fey however I didn't wish to marry for just that part.
It might be weird however I really didn't like children, they always made to much noise, they are irritating, loud, noisy and just… weird? As easy that they can give love can they also easily hurt you without that they even notice it.
Out frustration did I throw a rock with a lot of my strength in it, I heard how it broke branches, scared birds and how it ended with a 'plop'?
I walked towards where the noise stopped and I saw with surprise a lake, it was huge but very beautiful… I looked at how the sun reflected in the water and how it looked like diamonds.
The trees around it made it even more mystical, I looked around and saw that there wasn't anybody here.
Carefully did I take my dress off and did I walk in the cold water, I took my braid out and my black hair flowed over my body.
I walked further in the dark water until only my shoulders and head was still dry. It was cold however not that cold.
Suddenly did I feel something on my cheek, with the point of my finger did I feel a drop of water.
'That's strange, when did my face get wet?'
It didn't take long or my face was falling with drops of water, I looked at my reflection and saw… tears?
How… unusual. Ever since I became a Dark Fey did it feel like that I didn't have any real emotions, except for anger, however do I really cry now?
I kept looking at my face and the tears still kept coming down, I didn't stop them at all and watched how it stopped.
At some point did I walk the other way back to my clothes. However I suddenly heard footsteps.