He's biggest fear

He wake up at bed but this time he was tied down. The confusion on his face was replace by fear because he saw clown, a scary looking clown if there's one thing he fear That's a clown.when he was a kid he had his first traumatic event this is the time when his fear of clown was created, the clown was a psychopath,serial killer,and kill thousand of people and that serial killer was infront of him, holding a knife the clown ran toward him intending to stab him in the heart but luckily he survived that with just small scar on his chest and the police caught the clown. but that same clown was standing beside the bed that he's tied down but he noticed something different about The figure of the clown. the clown is a girl he calm down because they can't the same person, the reason that he think they're the same person was because simply he is being paranoid every time he saw clown he immediately have thought maybe the clown escape.