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"Angela Gabrielle Sy, Transferee" as soon as I said that I searched for the person why I'm here.

"Miss Sy you can sit with Mr. Delfiero....." The teacher looked to all the Delfiero brothers.

I saw him but looking at the person he was with....I guess he's occupied.

"Mr. Xaviel" The Xaviel guy raised his fingers, and I got to the sit beside his.

"Your new" he said while looking at me.

"That's why I'm a transferee" I said.

"Well for formalities, I'm Alejandro Xaviel Delfiero, SSG Treasurer" he said, took my hand then shake it.

"Okay?, the new girl Angela Gabrielle Sy"

Then that's how I took the chance to get closer to his brother.

Lunch came and I thought were going to sat with his brothers but disappointedly no.

"I know you have a thing for one of my brothers" Xaviel suddenly said. "And I also knew your a Stem student not GAS" he continued.

"How?..." I shockingly stared at him.

I mean how did he found out, there's only one person who knew my plan and that is.....Sophia and Maddie, my friends.

"My friend, Sophia wouldn't keep a secret to me" Xaviel said.

"So, the question is who?" He said eyeing all of his brothers.

"The one who is taken" I simply said.

"Jacob or...Kael?!" Now he's the one who's shock.

I remembered that moment when I was just so new.

Now everything has happened, Kael got depressed when ....Nicole died.

Because of what happened I didn't continued my plan and announce it to my friends.

"Its okay, its truly right you didn't continued" they both said while comforting me.

So one time I came close to him to give him some words because he's completely failing to his class.

"Luigi?" I called him, I don't like calling him Kael.

He just looked at me with so much sadness andlongingness.

"Are you here too to say that 'you have to move on', 'man up', 'continue with your life'?...I'm sorry but I have to ask you to leave." He said but i just shooked my head but he's right but now looking at him right now he looked like needing someone to lean on.

"I came here to say that I will be your friend" he looked at me.

"I don't need a friend" he said harshly.

"A friend you can lean on" then right there and then he sobbed and pulled me closer to give him a hug.

That happened 4 years ago and now he's having an improvement.

And we've became closer and best of friends.

"Boo" Lui called that's our friendship name or what ever it called.

"Yes" I said my eyes not leaving my laptop screen.

"I want to visit....Nicole" that shocked me because ever since before he's very touchy with Nicole's topic but now he's visiting her that's a big improvement.

"Then visit her, boo" I said now finally looking at him.

"I want you to come with me, I want to say something important too" he said.

"Okay, let me just change my clothes" now were currently in my condo.

Once I'm finally finished he took my hand and got out of my condo hand in hand, well nothing surprising he always do this things so its normal for us well normal for him.

Then there goes my heart beating again😭.

How can I stop if I'm already fallen, sometimes I wish I was heartless.

Its better to be heartless than love someone who doesn't love you back.

We drove to where Nicole is and we brought flowers on the way.

"--sorry if I just visited now...and sorry if I'm just here to say that over this years I've finally found the person who will keep me happy well except you, you give me an ecstatic feeling....so I'm hoping if its okay with you I can find someone who will keep me happy after you" he said and it broke me knowing his finding someone-"oh let me rephrase it I have found her" it broke me more.

"Actually she's standing right beside me" he swooned his hand to my waist.

And I'm just here standing confusedly until he knelt down in front of me.

"You've seen me at my worse, you've known me since I was broke, you've been camping in my mind and my heart since I met you...." I can't believe it "Please give me a chance to prove myself that I'm better than any guys you have met....Please be my girlfriend"

It looks so surreal at this moment but I know what my minds shouting my heart beats and its my boo Luigi Michael Delfiero.

"It will be always a yes to you" as soon as I said that he attacked me with a kiss my first kiss actually.

"I'm finally happy now Fire just like you said, just like you wish for..... I have been finding my happiness And she's just right beside me all along"

After a lot of chatting in front of Fire's grave we drove back to my condo and cuddled for a while.

"Boo, you have to go home you have a board meeting tomorrow" I said looking up at him.

"Baby, please let me sleep here'' he said.

"I have my thesis to complete" I said.

"Then I'll finish it for you"

"What do you know about may course?" He didn't know what my course is because he hates it, I want to be a doctor a surgeon so I'm pursuing it but he has a hatred about doctors definitely to surgeon.

So I'm keeping it to him, as much as I want to say it to him I can't.

My heart said i can't have both but my mind said I can.

"Okay, okay just let me stay" he kissed my neck and wrapped his arms around me.

"Okay'' I just gave in.

"Goodnight baby girl'' and then we slept.

Now its our 3rd Anniversary I can't believe we made through the 3years of not so perfect relationship I mean we had fights and break ups but here we are.

Over the 3 years of our relationship Lui had his father's title a 'billionaire' and me I'm half way thru my dream.

3 years of telling lies to him not that I'm proud of that but I can't hurt his feelings.

On the way to Lui's surprise I suppose, I'm here in the elevator leading to the rooftop.

As I step foot on the top floor confetti's bloomed and flowers everywhere.

There is a tulip's petal path and in the end I saw the man I'm in love with.

I heard the violin playing ' A Thousand of years'

Then he took my hand and take me to the center.

We started to dance with the rhythm of the song.

"Happy 3rd anniversary, my love" he said kissing my forehead.

"3 years with you is the happiest, happy 3 years with me, baby" I said then lean on his chest.

"3 years with you, 3 words to say, and I want to spend a trillion years with you'' he said sweetly.

"That's why I'm so lucky to have you" I nozzled my head to his chest.

"Can we make another promise?" He said.

I looked up at him. "I know we had made so many but can we please, another?" He asked like his begging.

"I told you its always a yes to you, I can make a thousand more with you if you want to" I said.

"Promise me..... To never be a doctor?" He seems worried.

And that broke me.

"If you're thinking that I haven't moved on, I have and always be moving on to the future with you, but I just can't" he said and I nodded.

I can't even speak I know if I continue my tears will fall one by one.

"Promise me, My love" he said and held me tighter.

"I.....promise" I said and squeezed my face to his chest.

"Baby, your zoning out again" Lui complained.

"Tell me is this about the promise we've maid n our 3rd year?" I just shook, I can't let him know.

"No, its no about that, love" I just said and squeesh my face more to him.

"Sleep, love, sleep" I said I have to continue my plan.

"Goodnight, my love" he said and got ready to sleep.

"Goodnight, boo"

Even if it hurts I have to, I can't have two if I want to.

I just can't.

I know what I feel now, and I fell, now I love him.

"I love you, boo, but I have to do this, I'm sorry if what will I do, I'm sorry, my love" I kissed his forehead.

"I love you..." I feel hopeful "....Fire" and right there and then I knew from the start I was never successful of changing him.

I knew and made a promise with a Delfiero who only loves Fire not with the Lui I know but you know what I just realized that I have never gotten a chance to know the Luigi I wanted to know...well I guess....its just part of my head.