Perhaps It Was...

Perhaps it was but a dream

an illusion of happiness

where I frantically swim for safety

where there once was somebody to catch me.

Perhaps it was but a desire

a feeble feeling in which I'm controlled

where I wonder what could happen

where I feel avid.

Perhaps it was my imagination

a time I seep into another world

where I drain my eyes with delusions

where I can fully disappear.

Perhaps it was reality

in which I finally found the one for me

where they loved me truly

where I finally found a reason.

Perhaps it was nothing

I could have felt nothing

where I isolate myself

where I cry alone.