The Love I Desire

I crave the love and care

in return I get hate and despair.

I always feel so empty inside,

a place in which I use to hide

I cower now in all my fear,

I wish I would disappear.

In all the time I have lived

I have never felt the feeling of love.

I wish to be held by someone,

a person who could make my heart run.

I chase after love ans it runs away,

I scream and cry and beg but it won't stay.

Perhaps I wasn't made for love,

my dreams will have to stay in the sky above.