Slap herself to reality

She was scared, every part of her was sensing danger.

As if a warning bell was ringing through her whole body. She wanted to leave, she wanted to stay away from him.

"Let go of me." She broke away from the kiss, and finally said out her words. She finally caught a breath, she tussled to get out of his class, but his hold was still way stronger for her to break apart.

Sarael wanted to go away from there, she never thought he would do this to her, she just liked him and her heart wanted to go after him, it was her fault, she already knew they were not made for each other. They are from different worlds, he was like a king, every girl kneel before him but she was just a normal look with nothing, an average face and figure. She didn't even know how to go for guys, never in her life she had.

In the past, no guy went close to her because of her brother, nor did she get interested. But he was the first guy who made her heart skip a beat. But she should slap herself, when that happens. She should slap herself to reality, that the one she was dreaming of was high, higher than anything she could go for. It was destined for her to fall.

"Why?" He raised a brow, looking at her black orbe, who was on the verge of tearing up. He felt pain in his heart but it was the only way to push her away from him. He should be stone hearted, he can't let her become another victim. She didn't belong to hell, she belonged to heaven, a fairy like her was not made for the devil.

"Do you regret it now?" He leaned close to her, and whispered softly. His voice cold and dark sending shivers down her whole body, she didn't want to stay there anymore, she wanted to run away. She wanted to go as far she could go from him.

"Leave me," she broke apart from his grip, she could finally feel herself, she was on the verge to break apart. Her heart was bleeding, it was not seen but it was there, suffocating her, pain she never felt.

He scoffed, his eyes showing disgust for her. As if he hated her, he hated her for being weak, he hated every thing of her.

That stare killed he last hope, it killed her from everywhere

She pushed him away, she wanted to leave this place, away from him and this place. She already learned her lesson, she was not meant to be here.

Sebastian pinned her back,"Want to run away easily?" He raised his brow, his grip stronger than ever.

She finally tore apart, she broke down. She let out her tears, still trembling in fear.

Sebastian didn't do anything, he stayed still. He just stayed in his place, not moving or saying anything. Yes, he did it to scare her away, but why is he feeling pain seeing her like that. He felt worse, he felt guilty that he wanted to kill himself for hurting her like that but that was the only way to make her hate him.

She didn't deserve this, she didn't deserve hell, and mostly a demon. If he doesn't hurt her now, she will be hurt thousand times more than this, and he can't watch this. He can't watch someone pure and innocent like her to get tarnish because of him.

His hell is only for him, and he will never let any other one get through the pain he went through. He knows how it feels seeing your loved ones dying in your arms, and you can't do anything. You are just a helpless and hopeless weak one, he hated it but it was the truth. He can't save anyone, he can't save himself, he was useless like his father says.

Yeah, he was imprisoned in this hell by his own dead, and he was imprisoned, he was weak one to be in hell and that's what his father hated the most about him. Everytime he liked something it was always taken away from him, because his dead believed that he would be weak if he had a liking, because there are your weak spots.

He was destined for this fate, but pulling her in this; he will be utterly selfish nothing else.

"Fine," he got up and dragged her forcefully from the bed by her wrist. He didn't listen to any of her, he knows if he listens or sees her like that he will melt away, he will melt away. He will forget everything, that was the power she had.

He opened the door, and threw her out and without asking anything he just closed the door.

Sarael fell on the floor, and bruised her palm a bit but it was not painful, because her heart was thousand times more painful. Tears didn't stop, they wanted to come out today. They wanted to come out, all those memories between them flashed in front of her eyes and it was pleasant but why was it hurting her?

Why those memories were painful, because those memories had a ugly side. Ugly side was that they were just coincidence and a mistake. They were not meant to be, but your heart never listens to you. It was born to make you embarrassed, make you do mistakes when you know they are mistakes.

Sebastian leaned on the door, he could hear her weeps,he wanted to open the door and run and embrace her in his arm and never let her go but he knows if he does that he will unknowingly or knowingly will kill her and he didn't dare to do that.

He can control himself now but if something happens to her in future he can't. He will be broken apart and that pain will be far worse than this.