True meaning

"So? How did it go?"

Back in the Ostrog, I could finally sit down and enjoy some light drink with my dearest Elia. Despite being in the main office building, I allowed myself this minimal level of corruption to use the limited space within the building for the sake of a small amount of living space where I could rest after fulfiling my daily duties. 

"More or less, exactly how I planned. But well, not gonna deny it. It was tiring as heck!"

Finally able to relax, I stretched my hands out, far in the air, before allowing them to fall flat along with my body. Feeling the soft skin of Elia's lap below my head, I could finally relax and push the irritating thoughts about my play from before aside.

"It's okay… just rest easy. You don't need to try so hard anymore."