chapter eight almost happened but didn't (18+kinda)

Alexander walks in he was pissed hot and in a heat like state John laying in his bed half asleep "hey Laff Welcom back your home early" John says sleepily Alexander walks closer John realise who it was "Alex why are you in my dorm" John asks Alexander had walked over and sat on John "shhh" Alexander says putting his finger on Johns lips "I'm sorry but I really needed to wake you" Alexander says John was flustered and nervous "Alex this isn't you that and you have a girlfriend I can't let you do this" John says but Alexander pushes John down John knows that he can't but always liked Alexander so part of him wants this and John could over power Alexander if he really wanted too "Jack Eliza dosent need to know" Alexander says as he starts to take Johns under pants off of him and doing the same to his pants and under pants "that works for me" John says as Alexander pulls him in to a kiss Alexander brakes the kiss and starts to take his shirt off Johns face goes bright red Alexander didn't look himself he wouldnt do this especially to John or any of his other close friends he just wouldn't Alexander smiles a little "ok Alex please stop you have Eliza and you aren't your self right now" John says coming to his senses and pushing Alexander off of him and is now sitting on Alexander to stop him and Alexander didn't look that good he looked hot and sick "we can go on a walk or something get some fresh air"John says as he puts his hand on Alexander's forehead "o-ok lets just go to sleep" Alexander says he probably felt like shit physically "ok lets go to sleep you should feel better in the morning" John says as he gets off of Alexander and puts his under were back on "do you want any clothes I can lend you something more comfy then your day clothes" John says "yea thanks" Alexander says and John grabs one of his boxers and a t-shirt and gives it to him and Amexander puts it on and lays back down "hey John in sorry I dont know what came over me" Alexander says looking at John as he lays down they were both wearing the same thing now a T-shirt and boxers the shirt was baggyer on Alexander then on John but it was still baggy on John that was just his style baggy clothes and hodies and Beanies and he always had a long sleeved something on whether it be a hoodie or a shirt just as long as it covered his arms all the way preferably over his entire hand but at least just over his wrists but at the moment you can see his wrists but Alexander isn't paying attention to that at the moment "its ok Alex its not your fault its Lee's he gave you some drug that makes you have a heat like thing I dint know the details but the letter he gave to us said that you should be normal tomarow" John says as he puts his arms under the blankets so Alexander cant see his wrists "ok good lets go to sleep now" Alexander says as he closes his eyes "I-I'll be back I a second" John says after he felt his wrists for a second "ok take your time its your dorm" Alexander says as he drifts to sleep John went in to the bath room and John runs the water and grabs a washcloth and gets it wet and puts it over a new cut that be had put there not to long ago it just started to bleed again and now that Alexander is here John has to stop the bleeding so he dosnt find out after a few minutes the bleeding stops and John leaves the bathroom his wrist was hurting pretty bad now. but John puts a hoodie on and lays down and goes to sleep no one has classes tomarow so they will just have the day to clear there heads.