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Iris pov

He just watched me not moving. The space between us was filled with a cold emptiness. "Why Itachi we could have had everything we wanted. YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN A FATHER ITACHI!" I scream glaring at him. "You think I wanted this? Iris what I am doing is for the leaf. I am not a traitor to you or anyone. I am just following orders." He said sadness in his voice. He took a step forward I flung a Kuni at his feet. "You stay back and tell me everything." I said holding up another Kuni. He sighs before telling me the Donzo told him to do. I fell to my knees clutching my chest before I puke. "So you see I never wanted any of this. I want to be married to you have a child with you. I unfortunately can't do that now or ever. Sasuke needs to kill me that will end everything. He needs to hate me even if you don't. Iris forget about me and move forward. I want you to rais a family something we will never dummm" I cut him off my smashing his lips to mine. That fire ignited between us something that couldn't be fought. After some time he left and I felt alone again. I felt as though my heart was being ripped in ten different directions. When I got home I realized I just cheated on Kakashi. It was a one time thing no one will know. Itachi made it clear it will never happen again so it will be ok. The boys were asleep in their shared room. The cool wall on my back as I sat and watched. "Mom whats wrong." Sasuke's voice brought me out of my thoughts. "Nothing baby go back to sleep." I said only for him to get up and join me. "You can talk to me. You have been in your thoughts all day something is wrong." I sigh remembering how Itachi would do the same thing. I wrap my arms around him holding him close to me. "I miss him you know today would have been our anniversary. Sasuke I know he hurt us you more than most. I can't stop loving him because I can't picture why he would do that. What made him do it?" I said making him push away from me. "HOW CAN YOU STILL WANT THAT BASTARD! IT DON'T MATTER WHAT THE REASON IS IRIS! YOU NEED TO FORGET HIM BECAUSE ALL HE IS DOING IS CAUSING MORE PAIN!" He yelled making me say something I shouldn't have. "Oh like you can forget about the person you want to kill! I know you want to kill Itachi and I understand why but it will only spread more pain if you do that. Killing him won't bring them back!" I yelled only to see the shock on his face. "Oh Kami Sasuke I am so sorry." I said hugging him not sure what else to do. He fell asleep in my arms like he did in the beginning. "I promise everything will be clear to you one day Sasuke." I whispered before falling asleep.