Did he propose you?

I could hear my heartbeat and I could feel his breathing on my face. He was just few inches away. My brain turned blank. It was telling me to bend down move from below his hand but it was not allowing me to do so. He left my hand which he was holding and placed that hand on other side to the car. He was staring at me right into eyes. Even I couldn't stop my eyes looking at him. So many thoughts were popping in my head. I just thought he should not touch me.

He was coming nearer. I put my hand on his chest to stop him with mobile in that hand. But I was not able to use my energy to stop him. It was like I was touching not stopping. Then I hurriedly put my other hand in front of my face. He came closer. He touched my hand which was in front of my face and held it tightly by slowly moving it. He blocked my hand by holding it against the car.

I clenched his white shirt which I was holding with other hand with mobile in it. I could feel his breathing like it was mine.

He then put his other hand on my waist. My vision had become blurry. It was the first time a boy touched me that too, my waist... For the first time I felt how it would feel. I closed my eyes tightly when he brought his lips very close to my lips. My hand holding his shirt and mobile tightly got loosened. He then slowly removed his hand from my waist and took the mobile from that hand..

He took it..!

He left me, chuckled and said "This is how I can take anything from you and also smoothly without any damage."

I was still in daze and with my own thoughts. I did not understood what to do about this person in front of me. I don't know about boys since I neither had boy friends nor boyfriends.

I said "Hey, it's wrong. Give it to me." and tried to pull mobile.

He said "See, Even if you take mobile, again I can take it back in the same way."

I then gave a look to him.

By seeing that he continued "By seeing the way you behaved or the way you were feeling when I touched you, I felt like it was your first time."

A bit angrily I said "Yes, I was never been touched by a boy. You ruined my first touch."

He did not speak anything, he was thinking something. I thought maybe he is feeling bad or awkward, so to make the environment normal, I asked "What is your name?"

I saw a shocked expression in his face.

Then I hurriedly said "Sorry, I really don't know."

"No, it's okay. It's not that everyone should know. Every girl tries to speak to me whenever I got out. This is the first time a girl asked, so I was in daze".

He forgot to tell his name. I again said "Name".

He said "Mo Zen" said while giving his hand for a handshake.

"Nice meeting you." I said while shaking hands. Then we both smiled.

He insisted on dropping me, I said I have work to be done on the way and left.

This all happened last month during our holidays.

After meeting him unexpectedly that day, later I remembered him several times. He just popped out of nowhere in my brain. Three days after it, I got a call from him telling he wanted to meet. He said he got my number from the Celes V University when he found out from my father that I joined there. Instead of asking father, he took number from University.

I was excited to meet.

Rock Ample Park

When I reached, I saw him standing at entrance gate. As soon as he saw me he came closer and gave me a half hug greeting 'hi'. I thought rich people greet in this way.

He then suddenly said "Oh sorry, I forgot, you don't like these kind of greetings right."

"It's that I am from a small family, not born in a rich family. We were taught these principles. But as I observed nowadays no one follows anything" I said.

"So you are okay with me hugging you." He said as a matter of fact.

So I said "No, not." To change the topic I said "Come, let's go inside".

I don't know whether he speaks like this wantedly or he is like this. Even last time I encountered these talks when I was speaking to him. Others never spoke to me in this way. But I felt something is special about him.

We sat on bench. I asked "What did you wanted to speak to me?"

He answered with a question "Should there be a reason to speak to you?"

I was seeing front and did not answer.

He said "Just wanted to see you, so.."

I was shocked and turned towards him. He was glaring at me. His glare looked somewhat different and I left difficult to speak.

He asked "How are you?"

I somehow spoke normally saying "Nice but quite boring holidays."

We spoke for almost 20 minutes, a casual talk. Then when I turned to the front, I saw a couple kissing each other. I felt uncomfortable and turned towards him. He was also seeing them and then turned towards me. He was deeply seeing into my eyes. I felt uneasy and saw the time in my watch.

I said "I must leave, it's late."

He said okay and we took our own ways.

Later we met almost once in two days in those 15 days. And I think he sensed my uncomfortable behavior that day, so he never talked or behaved in that way. Six days before our college started, we met. He said he is going abroad to study and asked me to go along with him and also said he will pay for my expenses. I said 'no, I already took my admission and can't leave my parents alone and go far, still my brother is small'.

And at last he said "I will be coming only after four years."

"Okay." said me staring at the floor with a sad face.

He lifted my chin up and said "I will miss you."

I was staring at him and did not speak. Then he hugged me tightly and bid farewell. It was our first complete and tight hug. And I observed that I was not feeling uncomfortable like before. After knowing about each other completely in these few days, we became very close.

This all happened Yixi.

After that, today we spoke. Maybe he remembered me today. Let me meet, I will smack him."

"Nice, I am very grateful that you found someone finally." said Yixi.

I blushed "Yeah, he takes good care of me. I think I miss him so much that I remember him frequently these days. But he leaves on Sunday, after that we meet only after four years."

Then Yixi suddenly asked "Did he propose you?"

"No." I said indifferently.

"What? Then did you?"

"No, I didn't."

She smacked my head and said "What is this Ning?"

"I don't know. I just don't know anything still. Let's see."

Yixi suddenly grabbed my hand and said "I think he is coming here to propose you."

"No, no, Why will .."

Before she could complete Yixi said "You said he has some work undone over here. Think,. what work he will have except if it is related to you. Because he still did not take up the company, so no work at company. I think he was afraid when he went there after remembering about you and might have thought that if you love someone or gets married before he returns, because he returns after four years know. So..."

"No, leave."

Then Yixi excitedly said "Yes, he is coming to propose. He also specifically said you to meet near president's lift. It is where you both met for the first time right."

"Maybe he wants to take me directly to president's cabin, so that lift."

"But he said he will meet there, he can say you to come directly to cabin right."