His Died Bestfriend

"I'm here." Suddenly someone stood, over the door. With tight and emotionless face, like the Zhao dragon. His face seems ready to kill or burn anybody he saw.

But, when his gaze already fixed on SooYang, it immediately turned like little boy. Or a little kitten who needs hug and love.

"So, we need to go. Goodbye, night." JinHua pulled Yurie up and then leave them two, no words. Looks like the both perfect figured person trying to ask for each of them to start the conversation first.

"Soo-" before Shega Hariga could talk, SooYang tightened her grip over her soft and cushy little pillow. Her eyes looked evil and full of anger, buy curiousity couldn't be defeated. It was the one that look too much on her eyesight.

"What all this video? Mmm?" She faced him bravely like looking on an enemy to 'slash!' for. Shega Hariga took his breath deeply and said, "No, it was all misunderstanding.."

Well, he gratefully and blessed himself with his words! He felt too wise of himself. Those were just.. Ah!; Too cool!

But, something wrong did happen, neither of being happy or suprised or whatever, SooYang laughed instead. Her laughter was hurted and then she looked again, this time braver than before. "So, tell me what the hell is all the misunderstanding about?"

Shega Hariga deeply gnawed at himself..He drowned. No, gosh, he regretted his words. He regretted it! He felt he want to smack himself and bury his own corpse.

But, he felt also anxious and aghasted. This girl is literally not the same SooYang. Too different. Long ago, she could only cry, could only beg for mercy, could only bottle all her feelings inside her heart. But .. not now.

She changed.

"Listen. Natsumiya was gurgling and then she was trying to heat me. I was too angry, and I yelled. Moreover, it was because of your awkward and shy and sometimes you also looked furious at me. That was I think about, till.. yeah- I got angry." Too much words, too much feelings, too much lies and his cheeks trembled upon saying that. He was too afraid and nervous due to the eyesight point of SooYang's. Her eye view killed him slowly in guilt and afraid.

He don't know why this girl already became his spirit and also his weaknesses. She is same like his old died bestfriend long ago. But, die person, he did not care about it.

Even sometimes most of their memories, he could feel those all inside SooYang's smile and attitude.

"I want to say sorry.. I promise I won't be too angry again," He said, apologising towards her. In his irises, he could just jump and Huh her. Looking at her, her smile and hurt, he felt guilty. He felt indifferent.

He just.. Suddenly missed his died bestfriend. He wished be could see her now. God, he was too tortured. He tired. He already lose everything and beautifulness and piece on his life.

His mom, his bestfriend. All..!

"I.. forgive you." when he was in his deep mind, taking his memories back to the past, suddenly SooYang's voice echoed, and when he supined, her eyes looked soft and seems like he just want to hug her tight now.

"I'm sorry too." She said again, and for a time she looked at him, begging for his forgiveness. Shega Hariga smirked. "Of course, silly."

And, her body come to his hug.