Where Do I Suppose To Live?
AN //. — Read This For Your Understanding —
So, we already know that Takai Nakaiko had poisoned Wakahiro Shinzakai - but at the end he regretted it. Here are some bunch of information again.
• Wakahiro Shinzakai didn't died because of Takai Nakaiko's poison, but actually he had sickness as same as SooYang's. That's why SooYang also got the same sickness from his father by blood inheritance.
• Harley was studying together (abroad) with Harika before, and they had become friends. Takai Nakaiko knew that Harley is Wakahiro Shinzakai's step-son, so by his help, Harley had done a good and comfy life at America. (Harley knew about the 75 percent of the company belongs to TzuYang / SooYang, so he tried to snatch it and hoped all would fully belonged to Takai Nakaiko - because he hated Tzu family who he thought abandoned him all this time).
// Okay, have a good read! ♡>•·•♡> //
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Shega Hariga looked over a tall tree with a null sight. His face didn't mirrored any emotion. Lots of people were passing by, and mostly all of them said words like, "Keep strong", and everything.. but mostly all became waste for him.
He eyed his father's grave meaningfully. The person who raised him, who fed him, who semt him to school, who gave him a comfy life..
Now, he had gone.
There were a little smile, but we all know, it's not a happy one, when he remembered how naughty he was when he was a kindergarten - troubling his dad and mom all the time.
"Dad. I- I will never forget you." he said softly, and put the flowers he had brought on his father's grave politely. The sky was turning dark, and Shega Hariga noticed it was going to rain. It started to rain, but he still stood there.
"Shega.. Enough with your sadness. You have me, you have your sick girl, you got lots of friends who love you." Harika talked, and her voice endured to a tone that tried not to cry.
"I know." he replied, softly. "I know dad gone for good."
Harika smiled, and she took his brother to her arms. "Now, where do we suppose to live?"
Harika then replied, "Anywhere. This earth suits us everywhere. The only important thing is.. you have to be together with me forever. No matter what happens."
Shega Hariga closed his eyes and sighed.
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( Wuxia Hospital )
SooYang looked to the window and found it was raining. She mumbled a soft sigh. "I know you are strong, Shega Hariga. You had encouraged me to keep on fighting."
There were two white pearls flowing out from her eyes. She kept paging her fluffy book that once ago was her only place to tell everything without any lies. Her diary. She kept on writing, writing and writing. She wanted to say everything on that 'dead person'¹.
- 27 November -
Time - 8 : 10 am
It was too long before this. I learned much in my life. I learned to accept the lose. I learned to forgive and try to forget. I learned that I shouldn't blame anyone in my life. Everyone is worth for me. Good people gave me happiness, worst gave me lessons and best gave me memories. Shega Hariga, I learned everything about you and our past. I knew how hard is this life for us. Keep strong. ♡'
Mom, I knew you had through lots of things in your life. You raised us well, you taught us to keep fighting for our life. Thanks for everything mom. You're all of my life. I'm imperfect without you.
Dad, I still could remember your warm cuddle when I'm cold, your jokes that made me laugh, your tale that lighten my life.. Thanks for everything, dad. I love you. Wait for me okay ;) ?
Brother Yen, Mochi really loves your cook. Your nut cake is the best! Can you still remember when I disturbed you while cooking? Hehe. Brother, you know what, I never once had tasted any love from a brother that's as precious as yours. You really are my big bro~ Promise me, take care of mom when I'm gone okay? :3 .
To Yurie (and JinHua), I'm happy that you and JinHua had signed a perfect love ")) .. Hehehe, when I read all my notes, I remembered how you blushed when JinHua talked to you.. Thanks for being my most precious friend. I'll never ask for any friendship except ours. I love you, Yuyu. Don't forget our home sweet home okay? Ah~ I really miss playing pillows! I missed the time when I was too rough and you were angry to me when I destroyed your pictures~ ...
SooYang stopped writing when she heard her door opened. She wiped her tears that flowed from her eyes just now.
"Uh-"
The person, who was Shega Hariga, didn't waited long to hug her, without saying anything. SooYang bit her lips. "Shega..?"
Shega Hariga looked deeply to her eyes. "SooYang. Keep strong okay? Be like me! I'm strong~ I'm Superman- and you must be a the Supergirl!" he said while smiling over her. SooYang nodded, although she knew..
There's no way to keep strong.
"Smile now. Don't put a face like that. Ugly." Shega Hariga teased. Her face was getting paler, and so do her strength were decreased.
SooYang smiled. "Cada..! Am I cute now?"
Shega Hariga : Yes. Like a granny.
SooYang : Shegaaa!
Both of them laughed. SooYang hushed in relieve. Phew! Luckily he didn't managed to see what she was doing!
. . . . .
— 30 November
Ms Chin and Yenzou walked to the hospital entrance together with Yurie and JinHua who just finished their schooling days. They went inside and then used a lift to reach the floor three.
"Yurie.. How was your rank on class?" Yenzou asked.
Yurie smiled brightly as soon as Yenzou said it, "Aha! Brother Yen, you know what..."
Yenzou : Hmm?
Yurie exclaimed "First rank!!" making Ms Chin and Yenzou pleased. JinHua smiled. "She defeated me. I got the second rank."
Yurie cheerishly stuck out her tongue. "Bluwek! I did better!"
Both of them laughed. Yurie then explosively said again, "Waah! I can't wait to say this to SooYang!"
Ms Chin and Yenzou felt something different when they heard the words from Yurie. Well, they thought, SooYang also supposed to be there, exclaiming her rank.
But now, it was different.
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Shega Hariga walked out from his class with a bright smile. "Dad, mom, look! I got the fourth rank! Don't you feel proud of this handsome son of yours?" he said alone.
'If SooYang's here, she must have congratulate me.' his mind drew her short, cute figure that stood in front of him.
Sad.
. . . . .
— 31 November
SooYang woke up in a sudden shock. She dreamt about his father. She dreamt he said he waited for her. Her eyes dazzled as her hands wiped her tears. "Dad.. Ah-"
"SooYang?" Yenzou who had slept all night inside the Room 124, woke up seeing her sister acting weird.
"Uh.. Nothing, brother. I- I just ought to get up." weakly, she replied, but never forgot her smile.
Yenzou nodded, and softly brushed her hair. "Oh.. Sleep back now. You need energy okay?"
SooYang said a simple 'okay'.
But, Yenzou himself didn't knew SooYang had looked upwards, smiling. "I'm free to leave now, I guess."
|| 7 am ||
SooYang woke up. This time, her body was too weak already. She tried to wake Yenzou up. "Brother.."
Yenzou woke up and he immediately realized that SooYang was turning weaker. He tried to calm her, and rang the emergency bell. SooYang coughed and then she looked over Yenzou..
"Gugu¹, don't leave me.."
Yenzou could only bit his lips in a deep sadness seeing bunch of doctors and nurses that brought his sister away..
"Soo, please.. Not now, not now.."
He said, giving up in dissapointment.
- - - -
Yenzou could see Yurie, JinHua and Ms Chin rushed from afar. He gazed them for a while and then gazed the floor back. He knew thousands questions would be thrown towards him.
Ms Chin : Yen (cries). What happened, Yen?
Yurie : Brother Yen ahh? What happened, where's Soo? (JinHua eyed him, insisting).
Yenzou kept silent. He only let himself being hugged by his mom. He knew well, he didn't had to answer them. They themselves knew the answer.