When I wake up, the other side of the bed is cold. My
fingers stretch out, seeking Prim's warmth but finding
only the rough canvas cover of the mattress. She must
have had bad dreams and climbed in with our mother.
Of course she did. This is the day of the reaping.
I prop myself up on one elbow. There's enough
light in the bedroom to see them. My little sister, Prim,
curled up on her side, cocooned in my mother's body,
their cheeks pressed together. In sleep, my mother
looks younger, still worn but not so beaten-down.
Prim's face is as fresh as a raindrop, as lovely as the
primrose for which she was named. My mother was
very beautiful once, too. Or so they tell me.
Sitting at Prim's knees, guarding her, is the world's
ugliest cat. Mashed-in nose, half of one ear missing,
eyes the colour of rotting squash. Prim named him
Buttercup, insisting that his muddy yellow coat
matched the bright flower. He hates me. Or at least
distrusts me. Even though it was years ago, I think he
still remembers how I tried to drown him in a bucket
when Prim brought him home. Scrawny kitten, belly
swollen with worms, crawling with fleas. The last
thing I needed was another mouth to feed. But Prim
begged so hard, cried even, I had to let him stay. It
turned out OK. My mother got rid of the vermin and
he's a born mouser. Even catches the occasional rat.
Sometimes, when I clean a kill, I feed Buttercup the
entrails. He has stopped hissing at me.
Entrails. No hissing. This is the closest we will ever
come to love.
I swing my legs off the bed and slide into my
hunting boots. Supple leather that has moulded to my
feet. I pull on trousers, a shirt, tuck my long dark braid
up into a cap, and grab my forage bag. On the table,
under a wooden bowl to protect it from hungry rats
and cats alike, sits a perfect little goat's cheese wrapped
in basil leaves. Prim's gift to me on reaping day. I put
the cheese carefully in my pocket as I slip outside.
Our part of District 12, nicknamed the Seam, is
usually crawling with coal miners heading out to the
morning shift at this hour. Men and women with
hunched shoulders, swollen knuckles, many of whom
have long since stopped trying to scrub the coal
dust out of their broken nails and the lines of their
sunken faces. But today the black cinder streets
are empty. Shutters on the squat grey houses are
closed. The reaping isn't until two. May as well sleep
in. If you can.
Our house is almost at the edge of the Seam. I only
have to pass a few gates to reach the scruffy field called
the Meadow. Separating the Meadow from the woods,
in fact enclosing all of District 12, is a high chain-link
fence topped with barbed-wire loops. In theory, it's
supposed to be electrified twenty-four hours a day as a
deterrent to the predators that live in the woods – packs
of wild dogs, lone cougars, bears – that used to threaten
our streets. But since we're lucky to get two or three
hours of electricity in the evenings, it's usually safe to
touch. Even so, I always take a moment to listen
carefully for the hum that means the fence is live. Right
now, it's silent as a stone. Concealed by a clump of
bushes, I flatten out on my belly and slide under a
metre-long stretch that's been loose for years. There are
several other weak spots in the fence, but this one is so
close to home I almost always enter the woods here.
As soon as I'm in the trees, I retrieve a bow and
sheath of arrows from a hollow log. Electrified or not,
the fence has been successful at keeping the flesh-eaters
out of District 12. Inside the woods they roam freely,
and there are added concerns like venomous snakes,
rabid animals, and no real paths to follow. But there's
also food if you know how to find it. My father knew
and he taught me some ways before he was blown to
bits in a mine explosion. There was nothing left of him
to bury. I was eleven then. Five years later, I still wake
up screaming for him to run.
Even though trespassing in the woods is illegal and
poaching carries the severest of penalties, more people
would risk it if they had weapons. But most are not
bold enough to venture out with just a knife. My bow
is a rarity, crafted by my father along with a few others
that I keep well hidden in the woods, carefully wrapped
in waterproof covers. My father could have made good
money selling them, but if the officials found out he
would have been publicly executed for inciting a
rebellion. Most of the Peacekeepers turn a blind eye to
the few of us who hunt because they're as hungry for
fresh meat as anybody is. In fact, they're among our best
customers. But the idea that someone might be arming
the Seam would never have been allowed.
In the autumn, a few brave souls sneak into the
woods to harvest apples. But always in sight of the
Meadow. Always close enough to run back to the
safety of District 12 if trouble arises. "District Twelve.
Where you can starve to death in safety," I mutter.
Then I glance quickly over my shoulder. Even here,
even in the middle of nowhere, you worry someone
might overhear you.
When I was younger, I scared my mother to death,
the things I would blurt out about District 12, about
the people who rule our country, Panem, from the far-
off city called the Capitol. Eventually I understood
this would only lead us to more trouble. So I learned
to hold my tongue and to turn my features into an
indifferent mask so that no one could ever read my
thoughts. Do my work quietly in school. Make only
polite small talk in the public market. Discuss little
more than trades in the Hob, which is the black market
where I make most of my money. Even at home, where
I am less pleasant, I avoid discussing tricky topics. Like
the reaping, or food shortages, or the Hunger Games.
Prim might begin to repeat my words, and then where
would we be?
In the woods waits the only person with whom I
can be myself. Gale. I can feel the muscles in my face
relaxing, my pace quickening as I climb the hills to
our place, a rock ledge overlooking a valley. A thicket
of berry bushes protects it from unwanted eyes. The
sight of him waiting there brings on a smile. Gale says
I never smile except in the woods.
"Hey, Catnip," says Gale. My real name is Katniss,
but when I first told him, I had barely whispered it. So
he thought I'd said Catnip. Then when this crazy lynx
started following me around the woods looking for
handouts, it became his official nickname for me. I
finally had to kill the lynx because he scared off game.
I almost regretted it because he wasn't bad company.
But I got a decent price for his pelt.
"Look what I shot." Gale holds up a loaf of bread
with an arrow stuck in it, and I laugh. It's real bakery
bread, not the flat, dense loaves we make from our
grain rations. I take it in my hands, pull out the arrow,
and hold the puncture in the crust to my nose, inhaling
the fragrance that makes my mouth flood with saliva.
Fine bread like this is for special occasions.
"Mm, still warm," I say. He must have been at the
bakery at the crack of dawn to trade for it. "What did
it cost you?"
"Just a squirrel. Think the old man was feeling
sentimental this morning," says Gale. "Even wished
me luck."
"Well, we all feel a little closer today, don't we?" I
say, not even bothering to roll my eyes. "Prim left us a
cheese." I pull it out.
His expression brightens at the treat. "Thank you,
Prim. We'll have a real feast." Suddenly he falls into a
Capitol accent as he mimics Effie Trinket, the
maniacally upbeat woman who arrives once a year to
read out the names at the reaping. "I almost forgot!
Happy Hunger Games!" He plucks a few blackberries
from the bushes around us. "And may the odds—" He
tosses a berry in a high arc towards me.
I catch it in my mouth and break the delicate skin
with my teeth. The sweet tartness explodes across my
tongue. "—be ever in your favour!" I finish with equal
verve. We have to joke about it because the alternative
is to be scared out of your wits. Besides, the Capitol
accent is so affected, almost anything sounds funny
in it.
I watch as Gale pulls out his knife and slices the
bread. He could be my brother. Straight black hair,
olive skin; we even have the same grey eyes. But we're
not related, at least not closely. Most of the families
who work the mines resemble one another this way.
That's why my mother and Prim, with their light
hair and blue eyes, always look out of place. They are.
My mother's parents were part of the small merchant
class that caters to officials, Peacekeepers and the
occasional Seam customer. They ran an apothecary
shop in the nicer part of District 12. Since almost no
one can afford doctors, apothecaries are our healers.
My father got to know my mother because on his
hunts he would sometimes collect medicinal herbs and
sell them to her shop to be brewed into remedies. She
must have really loved him to leave her home for the
Seam. I try to remember that when all I can see is the
woman who sat by, blank and unreachable, while her
children turned to skin and bones. I try to forgive her
for my father's sake. But to be honest, I'm not the
forgiving type.
Gale spreads the bread slices with the soft goat's
cheese, carefully placing a basil leaf on each while I
strip the bushes of their berries. We settle back in a
nook in the rocks. From this place, we are invisible, but
have a clear view of the valley, which is teeming with
summer life, greens to gather, roots to dig, fish
iridescent in the sunlight. The day is glorious, with a
blue sky and soft breeze. The food's wonderful, with
the cheese seeping into the warm bread and the berries
bursting in our mouths. Everything would be perfect if
this really was a holiday, if all the day off meant was
roaming the mountains with Gale, hunting for tonight's
supper. But instead we have to be standing in the square
at two o'clock waiting for the names to be called out.
"We could do it, you know," Gale says quietly.
"What?" I ask.
"Leave the district. Run off. Live in the woods.
You and I, we could make it," says Gale.
I don't know how to respond. The idea is so
preposterous.
"If we didn't have so many kids," he adds quickly.
They're not our kids, of course. But they might as
well be. Gale's two little brothers and a sister. Prim.
And you may as well throw in our mothers, too,
because how would they live without us? Who would
fill those mouths that are always asking for more? With
both of us hunting daily, there are still nights when
game has to be swapped for lard or shoelaces or wool,
still nights when we go to bed with our stomachs
growling.
"I never want to have kids," I say.
"I might. If I didn't live here," says Gale.
"But you do," I say, irritated.
"Forget it," he snaps back.
The conversation feels all wrong. Leave? How
could I leave Prim, who is the only person in the world
I'm certain I love? And Gale is devoted to his family.
We can't leave, so why bother talking about it? And
even if we did . . . even if we did . . . where did this
stuff about having kids come from? There's never been
anything romantic between Gale and me. When we
met, I was a skinny twelve-year-old, and although he
was only two years older, he already looked like a man.
It took a long time for us to even become friends, to
stop haggling over every trade and begin helping each
other out.
Besides, if he wants kids, Gale won't have any
trouble finding a wife. He's good-looking, he's strong
enough to handle the work in the mines, and he can
hunt. You can tell by the way the girls whisper about
him when he walks by in school that they want him. It
makes me jealous, but not for the reason people would
think. Good hunting partners are hard to find.
"What do you want to do?" I ask. We can hunt,
fish or gather.
"Let's fish at the lake. We can leave our poles and
gather in the woods. Get something nice for tonight,"
he says.
Tonight. After the reaping, everyone is supposed to
celebrate. And a lot of people do, out of relief that their
children have been spared for another year. But at least
two families will pull their shutters, lock their doors,
and try to figure out how they will survive the painful
weeks to come.
We do well. The predators ignore us on a day when
easier, tastier prey abounds. By late morning, we have
a dozen fish, a bag of greens and, best of all, a large
quantity of strawberries. I found the patch a few years
ago, but Gale had the idea to string mesh nets around
it to keep out the animals.
On the way home, we swing by the Hob, the black
market that operates in an abandoned warehouse that
once held coal. When they came up with a more
efficient system that transported the coal directly from
the mines to the trains, the Hob gradually took over
the space. Most businesses are closed by this time on
reaping day, but the black market's still fairly busy. We
easily trade six of the fish for good bread, the other
two for salt. Greasy Sae, the bony old woman who sells
bowls of hot soup from a large kettle, takes half the
greens off our hands in exchange for a couple of
chunks of paraffin. We might do a tad better elsewhere,
but we make an effort to keep on good terms with
Greasy Sae. She's the only one who can consistently be
counted on to buy wild dog. We don't hunt them on
purpose, but if you're attacked and you take out a dog
or two, well, meat is meat. "Once it's in the soup, I'll
call it beef," Greasy Sae says with a wink. No one in
the Seam would turn up their nose at a good leg of
wild dog, but the Peacekeepers who come to the Hob
can afford to be a little choosier.
When we finish our business at the market, we go
to the back door of the mayor's house to sell half the
strawberries, knowing he has a particular fondness for
them and can afford our price. The mayor's daughter,
Madge, opens the door. She's in my year at school.
Being the mayor's daughter, you'd expect her to be a
snob, but she's all right. She just keeps to herself. Like
me. Since neither of us really has a group of friends, we
seem to end up together a lot at school. Eating lunch,
sitting next to each other at assemblies, partnering for
sports activities. We rarely talk, which suits us both
just fine.
Today her drab school outfit has been replaced by
an expensive white dress, and her blonde hair is done
up with a pink ribbon. Reaping clothes.
"Pretty dress," says Gale.
Madge shoots him a look, trying to see if it's a
genuine compliment or if he's just being ironic. It is a
pretty dress, but she would never be wearing it
ordinarily. She presses her lips together and then smiles.
"Well, if I end up going to the Capitol, I want to look
nice, don't I?"
Now it's Gale's turn to be confused. Does she mean
it? Or is she messing with him? I'm guessing the
second.
"You won't be going to the Capitol," says Gale
coolly. His eyes land on a small circular pin that adorns
her dress. Real gold. Beautifully crafted. It could
keep a family in bread for months. "What can you
have? Five entries? I had six when I was just twelve
years old."
"That's not her fault," I say.
"No, it's no one's fault. Just the way it is," says
Gale.
Madge's face has become closed off. She puts the
money for the berries in my hand. "Good luck,
Katniss."
"You, too," I say, and the door closes.
We walk towards the Seam in silence. I don't like
that Gale took a dig at Madge, but he's right, of course.
The reaping system is unfair, with the poor getting the
worst of it. You become eligible for the reaping the day
you turn twelve. That year, your name is entered once.
At thirteen, twice. And so on and so on until you
reach the age of eighteen, the final year of eligibility,
when your name goes into the pool seven times. That's
true for every citizen in all twelve districts in the entire
country of Panem.
But here's the catch. Say you are poor and starving,
as we were. You can opt to add your name more times
in exchange for tesserae. Each tessera is worth a meagre
year's supply of grain and oil for one person. You may
do this for each of your family members as well. So, at
the age of twelve, I had my name entered four times.
Once because I had to, and three times for tesserae for
grain and oil for myself, Prim and my mother. In fact,
every year I have needed to do this. And the entries are
cumulative. So now, at the age of sixteen, my name
will be in the reaping twenty times. Gale, who is
eighteen and has been either helping or single-
handedly feeding a family of five for seven years, will
have his name in forty-two times.
You can see why someone like Madge, who has
never been at risk of needing a tessera, can set him off.
The chance of her name being drawn is very slim
compared to those of us who live in the Seam. Not
impossible, but slim. And even though the rules were
set up by the Capitol, not the districts, certainly not
Madge's family, it's hard not to resent those who don't
have to sign up for tesserae.
Gale knows his anger at Madge is misdirected. On
other days, deep in the woods, I've listened to him rant
about how the tesserae are just another tool to cause
misery in our district. A way to plant hatred between
the starving workers of the Seam and those who can
generally count on supper; and thereby ensure we will
never trust one another. "It's to the Capitol's advantage
to have us divided among ourselves," he might say if
there were no ears to hear but mine. If it wasn't reaping
day. If a girl with a gold pin and no tesserae had not
made what I'm sure she thought was a harmless
comment.
As we walk, I glance over at Gale's face, still
smouldering underneath his stony expression. His
rages seem pointless to me, although I never say so. It's
not that I don't agree with him. I do. But what good is
yelling about the Capitol in the middle of the woods?
It doesn't change anything. It doesn't make things fair.
It doesn't fill our stomachs. In fact, it scares off the
nearby game. I let him yell, though. Better he does it
in the woods than in the district.
Gale and I divide our spoils, leaving two fish, a
couple of loaves of good bread, greens, a few handfuls
of strawberries, salt, paraffin and a bit of money for
each of us.
"See you in the square," I say.
"Wear something pretty," he says flatly.
At home, I find my mother and sister are ready to
go. My mother wears a fine dress from her apothecary
days. Prim is in my first reaping outfit, a skirt and
ruffled blouse. It's a bit big on her, but my mother has
made it stay with pins. Even so, she's having trouble
keeping the blouse tucked in at the back.
A tub of warm water waits for me. I scrub off the
dirt and sweat from the woods and even wash my hair.
To my surprise, my mother has laid out one of her own
lovely dresses for me. A soft blue thing with matching
shoes.
"Are you sure?" I ask. I'm trying to get past
rejecting offers of help from her. For a while, I was so
angry, I wouldn't allow her to do anything for me.
And this is something special. Her clothes from her
past are very precious to her.
"Of course. Let's put your hair up, too," she says. I
let her towel-dry it and braid it up on my head. I can
hardly recognize myself in the cracked mirror that
leans against the wall.
"You look beautiful," says Prim in a hushed voice.
"And nothing like myself," I say. I hug her, because
I know these next few hours will be terrible for her.
Her first reaping. She's about as safe as you can get,
since she's only entered once. I wouldn't let her take
out any tesserae. But she's worried about me. That the
unthinkable might happen.
I protect Prim in every way I can, but I'm powerless
against the reaping. The anguish I always feel when
she's in pain wells up in my chest and threatens to
register on my face. I notice her blouse has pulled out
of her skirt in the back again and force myself to stay
calm. "Tuck your tail in, little duck," I say, smoothing
the blouse back in place.
Prim giggles and gives me a small "Quack".
"Quack yourself," I say with a light laugh. The kind
only Prim can draw out of me. "Come on, let's eat," I
say and plant a quick kiss on the top of her head.
The fish and greens are already cooking in a stew,
but that will be for supper. We decide to save the
strawberries and bakery bread for this evening's meal,
to make it special, we say. Instead we drink milk from
Prim's goat, Lady, and eat the rough bread made from
the tessera grain, although no one has much appetite
anyway.
At one o'clock, we head for the square. Attendance
is mandatory unless you are on death's door. This
evening, officials will come around and check to see if
this is the case. If not, you'll be imprisoned.
It's too bad, really, that they hold the reaping in the
square – one of the few places in District 12 that can be
pleasant. The square's surrounded by shops, and on
public market days, especially if there's good weather, it
has a holiday feel to it. But today, despite the bright
banners hanging on the buildings, there's an air of
grimness. The camera crews, perched like buzzards on
rooftops, only add to the effect.
People file in silently and sign in. The reaping is a
good opportunity for the Capitol to keep tabs on the
population as well. Twelve- to eighteen-year-olds are
herded into roped areas marked off by ages, the oldest
in the front, the young ones, like Prim, towards the
back. Family members line up around the perimeter,
holding tightly to one another's hands. But there are
others, too, who have no one they love at stake, or
who no longer care, who slip among the crowd,
taking bets on the two kids whose names will be
drawn. Odds are given on their ages, whether they're
Seam or merchant, if they will break down and
weep. Most refuse dealing with the racketeers but
carefully, carefully. These same people tend to be
informers, and who hasn't broken the law? I could be
shot on a daily basis for hunting, but the appetites of
those in charge protect me. Not everyone can claim
the same.
Anyway, Gale and I agree that if we have to choose
between dying of hunger and a bullet in the head, the
bullet would be much quicker.
The space gets tighter, more claustrophobic, as
people arrive. The square's quite large, but not enough
to hold District 12's population of about eight
thousand. Latecomers are directed to the adjacent
streets, where they can watch the event on screens as
it's televised live by the state.
I find myself standing in a clump of sixteens from
the Seam. We all exchange terse nods, then focus our
attention on the temporary stage that is set up before
the Justice Building. It holds three chairs, a podium
and two large glass balls, one for the boys and one for
the girls. I stare at the paper slips in the girls' ball.
others, too, who have no one they love at stake, or
who no longer care, who slip among the crowd,
taking bets on the two kids whose names will be
drawn. Odds are given on their ages, whether they're
Seam or merchant, if they will break down and
weep. Most refuse dealing with the racketeers but
carefully, carefully. These same people tend to be
informers, and who hasn't broken the law? I could be
shot on a daily basis for hunting, but the appetites of
those in charge protect me. Not everyone can claim
the same.
Anyway, Gale and I agree that if we have to choose
between dying of hunger and a bullet in the head, the
bullet would be much quicker.
The space gets tighter, more claustrophobic, as
people arrive. The square's quite large, but not enough
to hold District 12's population of about eight
thousand. Latecomers are directed to the adjacent
streets, where they can watch the event on screens as
it's televised live by the state.
I find myself standing in a clump of sixteens from
the Seam. We all exchange terse nods, then focus our
attention on the temporary stage that is set up before
the Justice Building. It holds three chairs, a podium
and two large glass balls, one for the boys and one for
the girls. I stare at the paper slips in the girls' ball.
Twenty of them have Katniss Everdeen written on
them in careful handwriting.
Two of the three chairs fill with Madge's father,
Mayor Undersee, who's a tall, balding man, and Effie
Trinket, District 12's escort, fresh from the Capitol with
her scary white grin, pinkish hair and spring green suit.
They murmur to each other and then look with concern
at the empty seat.
Just as the town clock strikes two, the mayor steps
up to the podium and begins to read. It's the same
story every year. He tells of the history of Panem, the
country that rose up out of the ashes of a place that was
once called North America. He lists the disasters, the
droughts, the storms, the fires, the encroaching seas
that swallowed up so much of the land, the brutal war
for what little sustenance remained. The result was
Panem, a shining Capitol ringed by thirteen districts,
which brought peace and prosperity to its citizens.
Then came the Dark Days, the uprising of the districts
against the Capitol. Twelve were defeated, the
thirteenth obliterated. The Treaty of Treason gave us
the new laws to guarantee peace and, as our yearly
reminder that the Dark Days must never be repeated, it
gave us the Hunger Games.
The rules of the Hunger Games are simple. In
punishment for the uprising, each of the twelve districts
must provide one girl and one boy, called tributes, to
participate. The twenty-four tributes will be imprisoned
in a vast outdoor arena that could hold anything from a
burning desert to a frozen wasteland. Over a period of
several weeks, the competitors must fight to the death.
The last tribute standing wins.
Taking the kids from our districts, forcing them to
kill one another while we watch – this is the Capitol's
way of reminding us how totally we are at their mercy.
How little chance we would stand of surviving another
rebellion. Whatever words they use, the real message is
clear. "Look how we take your children and sacrifice
them and there's nothing you can do. If you lift a
finger, we will destroy every last one of you. Just as we
did in District Thirteen."
To make it humiliating as well as torturous, the
Capitol requires us to treat the Hunger Games as a
festivity, a sporting event pitting every district against
the others. The last tribute alive receives a life of ease
back home, and their district will be showered with
prizes, largely consisting of food. All year, the Capitol
will show the winning district gifts of grain and oil
and even delicacies like sugar while the rest of us battle
starvation.
"It is both a time for repentance and a time for
thanks," intones the mayor.
must provide one girl and one boy, called tributes, to
participate. The twenty-four tributes will be imprisoned
in a vast outdoor arena that could hold anything from a
burning desert to a frozen wasteland. Over a period of
several weeks, the competitors must fight to the death.
The last tribute standing wins.
Taking the kids from our districts, forcing them to
kill one another while we watch – this is the Capitol's
way of reminding us how totally we are at their mercy.
How little chance we would stand of surviving another
rebellion. Whatever words they use, the real message is
clear. "Look how we take your children and sacrifice
them and there's nothing you can do. If you lift a
finger, we will destroy every last one of you. Just as we
did in District Thirteen."
To make it humiliating as well as torturous, the
Capitol requires us to treat the Hunger Games as a
festivity, a sporting event pitting every district against
the others. The last tribute alive receives a life of ease
back home, and their district will be showered with
prizes, largely consisting of food. All year, the Capitol
will show the winning district gifts of grain and oil
and even delicacies like sugar while the rest of us battle
starvation.
"It is both a time for repentance and a time for
thanks," intones the mayor.
Then he reads the list of past District 12 victors. In
seventy-four years, we have had exactly two. Only one
is still alive. Haymitch Abernathy, a paunchy, middle-
aged man, who at this moment appears hollering
something unintelligible, staggers on to the stage, and
falls into the third chair. He's drunk. Very. The crowd
responds with its token applause, but he's confused and
tries to give Effie Trinket a big hug, which she barely
manages to fend off.
The mayor looks distressed. Since all of this is
being televised, right now District 12 is the laughing
stock of Panem, and he knows it. He quickly tries to
pull the attention back to the reaping by introducing
Effie Trinket.
Bright and bubbly as ever, Effie Trinket trots to the
podium and gives her signature, "Happy Hunger
Games! And may the odds be ever in your favour!" Her
pink hair must be a wig because her curls have shifted
slightly off-centre since her encounter with Haymitch.
She goes on a bit about what an honour it is to be here,
although everyone knows she's just aching to get
bumped up to a better district where they have proper
victors, not drunks who molest you in front of the
entire nation.
Through the crowd, I spot Gale looking back at me
with a ghost of a smile. As reapings go, this one at least
has a slight entertainment factor. But suddenly I am
thinking of Gale and his forty-two names in that big
glass ball and how the odds are not in his favour. Not
compared to a lot of the boys. And maybe he's thinking
the same thing about me because his face darkens and
he turns away. "But there are still thousands of slips," I
wish I could whisper to him.
It's time for the drawing. Effie Trinket says as she
always does, "Ladies first!" and crosses to the glass ball
with the girls' names. She reaches in, digs her hand
deep into the ball, and pulls out a slip of paper. The
crowd draws in a collective breath and then you can
hear a pin drop, and I'm feeling nauseous and so
desperately hoping that it's not me, that it's not me, that
it's not me.
Effie Trinket crosses back to the podium, smoothes
the slip of paper, and reads out the name in a clear
voice. And it's not me.
It's Primrose Everdeen.