Chapter 11

Eun's POV

I took my earphones out and listen to music before I decided to walk. Since I want to stroll around, I decided to walk going to the mall's direction and it will took me a long while before I reach the place. I am currently in the main building and the mall is located in the opposite direction.

I took my phone, open my spotify app and click shuffle play and continue my walk after I put my phone back in my purse.

*Hindi Tayo Pwede by JANINE TEÑOSO*

"We try to avoid it

-Pilit nating iniwasan

Such questions

Ganitong mga tanungan

And not even sure

At kahit 'di sigurado

We continue our relationship

Tinuloy natin ang ating ugnayan

Now the story is running low

Ngayo'y naubos na'ng kwentuhan

Started to regret

Nagsimula nang magsisihan

Everything seemed to fade

Lahat ay parang lumabo

'Don't know where to go

'Di alam kung sa'n tutungo

I told you so

Sabi ko na nga ba

You should be the first one

Dapat no'ng una pa lamang

'Don't expect it

'Di na umasa

He didn't believe it

'Di naniwala

We can't

Hindi tayo pwede

Meeting but not immediately

Pinagtagpo pero 'di tinadhana

No longer possible

Hindi na posible

Let us not grieve hearts

Ang mga puso'y huwag nating pahirapan

Resist the contrary

Suko na sa laban

We can't

Hindi tayo pwede

Ohh oh oh

Ohh oh oh

The weight of the emotions

Kay bigat na ng damdamin

Why don't we admit it

Bakit 'di pa natin aminin

Just because of the first

Dahil sa una pa lamang

We know we have nothing against

Alam nating wala tayong laban

I told you so

Sabi ko na nga ba

You should be the first one

Dapat no'ng una pa lamang

'Don't expect it

'Di na umasa

He didn't believe it

'Di naniwala

We can't

Hindi tayo pwede

Meeting but not immediately

Pinagtagpo pero 'di tinadhana

No longer possible

Hindi na posible

Let us not grieve hearts

Ang mga puso'y huwag nating pahirapan

Resist the contrary

Suko na sa laban

We can't

Hindi tayo pwede

We can't because it's just the beginning

Hindi tayo pwede dahil una pa lang

We know there are boundaries

Alam naman nating mayroong hangganan

And even insist, up to that point

At kahit ipilit, hanggang dito na lang

Just here

Dito na lang

We can't

Hindi tayo pwede

Meeting but not immediately

Pinagtagpo pero 'di tinadhana

No longer possible

Hindi na posible

Let us not grieve hearts

Ang mga puso'y huwag nating pahirapan

Get in the carpet

Suko na sa laban

We can't

Hindi tayo pwede

We can't"

Hindi tayo pwede-

I am not a good singer, like you can ask me to dance or to play a guitar but you should NEVER EVER ask me to sing since I was not gifted with a golden voice. I don't know why, but I am the only one in our family who does not have a nice tune. I love to listen to music and sing when I am alone but I don't sing when I have a companion. I feel ashamed that I don't have a golden voice but people say that I have a lovely voice whenever I talk, so maybe I just basically don't know how to sing? I am not sure.

I took a voice lesson before for my summer vacation but we only had less than ten sessions so maybe I just need to develop it the hard way. I don't really care as I can play a guitar and I can dance. I can say that I am a good dancer as I always join dance competition since I was in my elementary until in my high school years. I also know how to play badminton and volleyball. I join tournaments in my younger years so I can say that I am still talented.

( A: but not on singing though )

( E: Whatever you say Miss A, as long as I am still talented :P )

Don't mind Miss A. After fifteen minutes of walking, I reached the front entrance of the mall. I already do my research about the foods they cater in every restaurant so I went to the third floor to go to their food court, it is the floor where all the budget friendly restaurants are located. Although I born rich, I love to save money, beside their foods are delicious, so hitting three birds with one stone ( eat delicious food, fill my stomach and save money ).

I am not a picky eater, when I was in Singapore, I also used to go to places like this so now, I really don't mind going on the same kind of place again. I even enjoy eating in this kind of place, you have plenty of food choices and you enjoy a very lively and comfortable environment.

I may not be fan of socializing with people but I love observing them, their expressions and the things they do. Their smiles pasted on their faces are contiguous, their laughs are music to my ears and you can also hear a lot of gossips about the high society, government, entertainment industry and a lot more *smirk*.

I love to see other people happy and enjoying, it makes me happy too. In serious matter, I decided to eat here so I can also hear their comments and suggestions about the school and how the management handle everything. I want to know if they enjoy spending their time in our school, so I know what things to be change, things to be remain and things that need to be develop further based on their opinions and perspective.

It one of the things I learned being a business person, for you to be able to be successful in your business you have to start in your environment and the people around you. The reason why I love observing people is for me to know them better, know their opinions and listen to their complaints or suggestions. You have to build a good relationship with the people around you and create a comfortable environment for them.

I have to know their perspective and to be able to do that, I have to personally experience it and put myself in their shoes to understand them better. Sometimes knowing their perspective and hearing it is not enough, you have to experience it so you can fully listen to their voices, to understand them. Remember, hearing is different from listening, sometimes you hear them but you don't fully listen to them.