Chapter 1 the dream is still alive

Freddie Mercury - Mamma plays

🎶 Is this the real life

Is this just fantasy

Caught in a landslide

No escape from reality 🎶

in a hospital room there is a man Johnnie Walker, 60 years old an african american height of 6'9 on his death bed looking into the window seeing the beautiful sky of the night and of course the moon the beautiful full moon as he was looking back in his life and thinking of the choices, the decisions, the mistakes he made through his entire life

🎶 Open your eyes

Look up to the skies and see

I'm just a poor boy, I need no sympathy

Because I'm easy come, easy go,

Little high, little low

Anyway the wind blows, doesn't really matter to me - to me 🎶

" i miss my younger self" he said sadly as he remember his early days enjoying the precious time he have

🎶 Mama, just killed a man,

Put a gun against his head,

Pulled my trigger, now he's dead,

But now I've gone and thrown it all away🎶

he remember getting to clubs banging whores

getting caught by the police doing killing a man that lead him in jail,

taking illegal drugs, alcohol, cigaretes as an anesthesia to reduce the pain, the struggle amd the disapointment he had for himself.

" i wish i made a better decisions" he said remembering when his rebelling to his mother after his dad died he didnt even a chance to help her or even say goodbye as his mother commited suicide from depression.

🎶 Mama, ooo,

Didn't mean to make you cry

If I'm not back again this time tomorrow

Carry on, carry on, as if nothing really matters 🎶

he drove the people who has actually care about him away, and hang out with people that doesent care about him.

the injuries his suffer from basketball which he dreams of being an nba player not just that but to be a superstar, a legend, one of the greats shattered infront of his eyes. that dream was shattered because of his foolishness

🎶 Too late, my time has come,

Sends shivers down my spine

Body's aching all the time,

Goodbye everybody - I've got to go -

Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth

Mama, ooo -

I don't want to die,

I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all 🎶

as he takes a deep breath and a tears manly tears drops as he repents on his actions as he wish that he could return back in time to restart his life he wish those in novel reincarnation, reborn, transmigration or anything he just wants to have a second chance

as he close his eyes waiting for his favorite song

(Opera Section)

I see a little silhouetto of a man,

Scaramouch, csaramouch will you do the Fandango

Thunderbolt and Lightning - very very frightening me-

Gallileo, Gallileo,

Gallileo, gallileo,

Gallileo Figaro - Magnifico -

I'm just a poor boy nobody loves me

He's just a poor boy from a poor family

Spare him his life from this monstrosity

Easy come, easy go - will you let me go

Bismillah! No, - we will not let you go - let him go -

Bismillah! We will not let you go - Let him go

Bismillah! We will not let you go - Let him go

Will not let you go - Let me go

Will not let you go - Let me go

No, no, no, no, no, no, no-

Mama mia, mama mia, mama mia let me go -

Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me, for me, for me -

(Rock Section)

So you think you can stone me and spit in my eye

So you think you can love me and leave me to die

Oh Baby - Can't do this to me Baby

Just gotta get out- just gotta get right outta here -

Nothing really matters

Anyone can see

Nothing really matters, nothing really matters - to me

as it ends he finally let go and died with regrets