I could only beat myself up when I thought about our past life. Now, our relationship is as cold as an iceberg. Mio was sitting quietly beside me, but she kept silent and didn't talk at all with me.
"Mio, how are you today?" I asked Mio with a soft voice, and I thought that would make her answer my question, but she glared at me instead with a disgusting face.
I already asked her out, but she refused me without hesitation. In the past, she wanted to go anywhere with me, and she was even happy when I let her sit down in my car, but now, she looked like she wanted to run away from me.
I felt guilty and hurt deeply, but it was my fault, right. I wanted to talk to her more, but before I could ask her anything, she already answered me with a cold voice, "Stop talking and focus on driving. I don't want to die with you in this disgusting car.
I gulped down nervously, and I closed my open mouth and focused on driving. I never imagined that I would get married in this situation because I dreamed of a happy marriage with Mio, but I only got her cold shoulder all the time in the car. I returned to reality when Mio said, "Stop stealing a glance at me because it is disgusting."
I will do anything to make her happy, even though it will take a long time to achieve my purposes. As for now, I have to do everything to make Mio come back to me, but if she still chooses to leave me, then I will only give up on her.
Sometimes it is true that love doesn't mean to have her, but let her be happy with her choice. It is ownership rather than love when you force them to love you, and then it does not call love anymore.
I can't let her go, but I can't force her to be with me forever. I can't restrain her every movement just because I love her more than I love myself. Mio is not a bird that I can ban her in a golden cage. She is a human that has feelings, and it is the thing that I learned from my past life. Mio still kept looking at the outside scenery more than looked at me.
Is the scenery better than me?
Am I that ugly?
Or
Is she uninterested with me because of my past?
But it is normal for her to react like this, and I won't want to accept someone like me coming into my life again. I took a deep sigh and kept my expressionless face. I am like usual outside, but deep inside, it tortures me the most. I will keep focusing on driving because I don't want Mio to get angry at me and makes her hate me more.
Later, we arrived at our destination, and we would become husband and wife soon, but it is not the happiest thing in my life at all because our relationship is not as good as in the past. I helped Mio to open the door for her then I escorted her like a gentleman.
Mio didn't even take a glance at me like I am invisible in her eyes. I felt hurt inside, but I calmed down and took a deep sigh. Mio suddenly looked behind her as if someone was standing there and asked me, "Did you call me?"
I tilted my head in confusion, then answered, "What do you mean?" Mio made sure that I was not joking at her, and she looked back again and found nothing, then she only shook her head without saying anything to me.
Why did she suddenly ask something like that? Were there some suspicious people spying us from behind? Hmm, it was impossible because I have spread my guards everywhere to protect Mio and me, so there can't be bad guys around us.
My bodyguard has a high specification, and all of them graduated from military school. All of my bodyguards have high skill in a martial art, and all of them are good in stealthy.
They can hide their presence skillfully, and they also can be a spy to locate my enemy. I shook my head helplessly and thought maybe Mio was hallucinating.
I continued to escort Mio, and Mio didn't even talk about that incident again. Mio and I took a picture for their marriage book, and I grinned like a fool while Mio only looked at me with cold eyes.
I didn't care about Mio's expression because I also understood why she did that. I also know that my attitude in the past will never vanish even though I do a good job. Mio is already dissatisfied with me, and I will do everything to make her accept me again in her life, and even though I know that it won't be an easy path, but I will work harder to make her believe in me once again.
Trust is the most significant thing in a relationship because marriage without trust will shatter marriage into pieces.
I also escorted Mio to our car, and I asked her to eat lunch together, and I hoped that she wouldn't refuse my offer this time.
"Mio, how about eating out for lunch? I already found a good restaurant that is suited to your taste, how about it? I already reserved a good place in that restaurant for both of us to congratulate our marriage," I asked Mio with a sincere tone, and a happy smile shone on my face made her blinded by the light.
Mio only stared at me and said that I was deliberate only with the way she looked at me, but it was unexpected to me that she didn't refuse my offer, nor she accepted my offer.
"Okay, don't be too happy and fly high like a bird that can fly but finally fall down to the ground because it is too overconfident. I only agree with your offer because I don't want Mom and Dad to find out that we don't spend time long enough as a husband and wife, So don't get me wrong because having lunch with you makes me feel sick.
So look at yourself in the mirror, and maybe what you look at is only an illusion because a handsome man won't be handsome anymore if he didn't have a heart at all," Without looking back, Mio opened the car door by herself. I could only lower my head in silence, then follow her to the car.
I feel happy that Mio accepted my offer, but it also hurt me a lot when I heard her insult me like that, and I also realized that it was my fault in the first place, and so I couldn't blame an innocent girl like Mio. Mio is doing nothing wrong right now because what I did in the past would come back to me. I could only blame how foolish I was in the past.
Mio kept silent and didn't talk to me like she used to do in the past. We arrived at the restaurant that I had booked before, and it didn't take me long to get here because this restaurant is not too far from where we registered our marriage. Mio sneered at me like she didn't believe that I would bring her here.
It is an open secret that this is one of the restaurants that has a love story. It is also a restaurant that makes a bickering couple become closer than they used to in the past. The name of the restaurant is Go Beyond Your Limits, and one of their motto 'Nothing is impossible if you work hard.' It is a place that is full of young couples only, and there is no old couple here. The atmosphere is also suited for making a couple get closer to each other.
I escorted Mio to the place I chose. There is a big love sign behind our seat, and it looks enormous like it covers the entire room with its extensive body. It is also the favorite place for the youth couple to take a picture together, and Mio glared at me with dissatisfaction, and I gulped down my saliva nervously. Mio used to like romantic things in the past, but did she dislike it now?
I helped Mio sit down in the chair and clapped my hand once, and all the waiters served us the food that I already ordered for Mio and Mio took a glance at me and the food on the table. Mio didn't comment on anything about the food or about the restaurant I choose, and it made me feel empty inside.
"Is the food okay?" I asked her carefully.
Mio took a glance at me, and she only nodded her head, but she didn't answer me directly. Then I felt It was okay if she picked a fight with me rather than she kept silent and ignored me like I was invisible in her eyes. Mio knew the right way to torture me.