Day of sadness and it's boring

Common rejection Rejecting someone who is a double. Who causes trouble but not really and doesn't really want to be committed to a relationship because one hes gay he likes men but he doesn't want to take advantage of someone who likes both The person's genders confused things kind of happened the other way and I've got a gut full of hate I'm gonna let it take advantage of me. And loneliness and in aggressions 2 different things Social neglect and spiritual neglect is another..... mentally abused so young..... common rejection.....