A heart attack that feels like an overdose

chest Pain where's the pain where's doll pains like knives in your back? They could feel like a heart attack like somebody squeezing your heart to make your windpipe close shut like you have. A belly full of mountain you wanna claim that mountain and the inside? And just let it out all that vomit and all will come out. Time is Russian you? It's not for the fain't heart no one in this world will have the same feelings as they do now. It's just gonna get nasty here. People are gonna turn on each other people who use people who will definitely get turned on. People like I know people who deserve to be turned on because they owed them so much they owe them new body parts new fertility you nameay. Because they gave him a disease they are fighting their lives for they didn't care where it came from they're just gonna give it and give it and give it a given way tell it comes back and bites them. I will know this. That child will wake up in a hospital bed over her dumb s*** cause she finally? Is. Getting what she deserves a hard knock life is she is not pregnant she cannot because her and drove to BC o'she ishe has got too many. ST d's she's men a puzzle and she has got a softball. Sis due to too many problems assist in her asophagursufficient from vaping drugs. You name it. I stole her money maker her pipes her music drive. She had sold that to the devil so she could be with coy to save her a** koi got her in trouble. This man is not good and the man she's with now is bad news. She's having an affair with that police officer. You attacked papa and it is the other one's fault because she should have told on papal for smacking her cheek because at the end it's. Gonna come and get her because she has it come in anyway. And if she ruins her mother's life. she will put her away... For a long time she will suffer her consequences because she should never pull that string and draw the line with her family cause it is her fault that he. Had broke his tibula and busted his knee and spend the night in jail because it's her turn to try it too. She's finally gonna get what she deserves instead of dad. And hope she's smiling about and laughing about it too cause if she is I'll rub her face in that feast that I had to clean up. Like a d*** don't like people who destroy good things. They don't deserve nice things they don't deserve friends or freedom or anything I took my freedom. And I was grounded to the computer lab after I was no longer sick. My boyfriend came out of nowhere and begged me to make out with him grounded to me for God knows when and that stupid selfish sister remind. Her to sleep with him because dad was vindictihe ought to known better thinking. It was Katy Perry's boyfriend. It wasn't it was mine. Alex felt so s***** over it. She told dad h*** with you. I wanna be brucie's daughter that's how... She cried I am so terrible and ruined by my brother and my father and my mother. I did not deserve this. I should have been with my baby sister and Devon Wright knowing that jennon was half related Kobe. She felt so happy that I finally I would find my happiness and leave kindred for good. I need to leave after Brandon died and get psychiatry treatment. I need a treatment so bad that eventually. I just rolled over until which God saved me his medium which. He had more hopes and dreams for me even though I was Sarah he said don't stop throwing angels out of heaven and throwing condemn souls to. Make them angels and turn them out perfect you in a way. Made another heaven in a hill and it helps out with the room between heaven and h*** because I am helping with the environment that is a blessing. And I said you are the best blessing in my life. Looking over my shoulder you know I'm right on the money. What happened no wish? I could drive you will one day. He sand if we meet you will get a sense of my Cologne... As in we'll be walking on the sand on the water Touching toes Holding hands talking understanding any idea How do I feel right now I don't because i'm so numb From grief for god knows when the hilltop