Chapter 15

Bea POV

As Zul was in the shower I took her phone and being her BFF I knew her password because I liked looking over her shoulder when she put it in. I put in the code and I went to her contacts and dialed the contact with suga's name. Then as I waited for him to answer I watched the bathroom door in fear when finally I heard a small few words that seemed to have taken forever to be spoken. "Hello Azulia I-" I cut him off "look it's bea not Zul.. ummm Azulia I mean, but besides the point look I got a plan ya wanna hear it or not?"

Suga POV

It was Bea and she had some kind of plan for what I wasn't really sure but I was willing to listen so I indulged her and man am I glad that I did. "Ok Bea what is it?" " Ok so here's the deal. I know you guys have a concert booked for Disneyland after the meet and greet luncheon so I took the liberty of flying to LA because I know that if you ask then you could probably change it so that the luncheon could be held at disneyland." I scoffed and said " why would I dare do that there is no need to do that look I wanted to talk to Azi.. I mean Azulia but she didn't bother to call so I've decided she's not worth my time as an idol let alone as a person." she retorted with great speed " look here suga this is my bff you're talking about and the fact that you gave her a personal nickname tells me that you are lying about your feelings towards her ok so don't play coy with me." her swift anger and persistence made it clear to me that she loved her friend and that there was one last chance for me to fix things and so I took it I agreed to Bea's plan and I made the arrangements that day two hours later me and the band left on our private flight to LA and on the way I was teased by all the members but

I can deal with it if it means seeing her again

RM POV

Suga just asked our manager to relocate the luncheon to Disneyland but he won't say why. all of us members know the reason we just want to hear him say it well all of us but me. That kiss I was drunk, it was an accident so why do I feel like I want more is it lust, love or something new? Well, whatever it is my mind needs to be set on helping my friend to get his girl, even if helping him get the girl means losing my chance to get her first. My head spins as these thoughts roam my mind while I pack and as we fly my dreams are replays of that one night, that one kiss that one moment that may have fucked me up in the best or worst way.

Suga Pov

Even before we landed I could feel my nerves getting the best of me.I don't know how much longer we would be. The closer we got the more anxious I became. I mean I needed to see her again even if it is only to apologize. She may not want anything to do with me and I wouldn't protest. I just need to see her again. I need to see the girl who made my heart thump like that of a racehorse. The boys weren't helping as their taunts may have ended but many things didn't. I would still have to deal with how Azulia would react. She could be mad she could call me a psycho. I could make her so mad she wanted me dead. If I had known It only takes a second to make someone lose all hope and darken their heart with hate. It was something that was near impossible to fix. These thoughts like a sedative brought me into a deep sleep. I am drowning in so many emotions. Feelings That make my heart feel like it might explode. My chest tightened as I fell to sleep.

I didn't awake until Rm stood above me and shook me.

"Hey sleepyhead " he smiled.

W-what I said rubbing my eyes

"Where here ya doof" V yelled fixing Jimin's shirt.

" Ah, okay'' I said looking up at Rm he was smiling but his eyes were hiding something. Sadly I wasn't the type to pry sometimes. Secrets were needed to keep a relationship going, I wish that weren't the case but it was.

I stood up as the eyes that were on my found somewhere else to go. I put on my mask and jacket as we got ready to get into the van and get to the hotel.