late teens

It happened when they were 16. Almost all of the good friends Noah made changed school to a nearby town and he was left alone back at school.

His friends developed many bad traits like drinking alcohol or smoking weed which was not something Noah was interested in. This resulted in separation even with his former best friend Dennis with whom he had spend almost every day the previous few years with.

Once Dennis even waited for Noah at his home while Noah was at the hospital because of a check up .

Loosing all friends caused him top fall into a deep depression which resulted in him endulging the pleasure of Anime and Novel.

In addition to that his school fucked up his courses that he selected for his graduation. Once the courses are selceted you need a selected amount of bad grades to be able to restart a year. This resulted in him staying at home and watching anime and other things for a whole year.

Previously he was very athletic and did sports like Tennis, Volleyball and Football in a club but when he stayed home for the whole year he did nothing to keep his fitness.

His depression only grew stronger the longer time went and after finally finishing school he started to work.

It only took a few more months until he finally broke down and had to go to the hospital. During his three months stay he was literally experimented on becuase the doctors could not find a medicine that worked for Noah. All medicines they tried had strong side effects like drowsiness or headaches.

In the end they still did not find a medicine that worked for him but still decided to dismiss him from the hospital.

Currently Noah is waiting for a place at another hospital while trying to distract himself from thoughts such as killing himself.

Thx for reading. Maybe I will add a further chapter when my life progresses on and I defeat of lose to my depression.

Good Luck to everyone that things that they fight alone, you are not alone out there.