Ch.11 Choice

That night when I got home I could hardly sleep. Should I got to school or not, my brain tosed back and forth. But at the same time I saved them.

When I woke up the next morning I decided, I was going to go. In the end it wouldn't it wouldn't matter, because I will still be the 'pointed-ear freak'.

I made my way to school. Everyone that was around me made sure they left some space between them and me.

When I rounded the corner I seen that Zack wasn't there. Was he that freaked out? I inched my way up to the school, I over heard a girl from my gym class talking to her friend.

"That is that girl who saved us yesterday." she spoke softly.

" You mean the freak?" her friend replied.

I decided to tune out that conversation before I got angry. Before I knew it I was inside and heading toward my locker, I seen Zack out of the corner of my eye, he was alone.

I walked over to him, "I suppose you are afraid of me too." I said letting my head hang low.

" Why didn't you tell me before?" he asked.

"I tried to but I didn't know how. I am so sorry. I understand if you don't like me anymore, just don't be mad at me so I don't have to have to live with more regret." I said tearing up.

I looked up at him, he shook his head and walked away.

" WHAT IN THE WORLD ARE YOU DOING OVER HERE! FREAK!!!" A loud booming voice said.

I looked up, it was Rolland.

" HAVEN'T YOU CAUSED ENOUGH DAMAGE!"

I looked him straight in the eye and said

"Your welcome." and walked away to head to class.

I walked into 1st hour nobody was in there. I sat down, soon kids started coming in, none of them sat in their desks. I stared at my desk, trying not to make eye contact with the scared kids who would not sit in their desks.

Then the door opened it was the teacher.

"Class sit down, she will not hurt you." the teacher spoke, they all sat down but slightly moving their desks away from mine.

Am I really that big of a freak? 1st 2nd and 3rd hours went the same way. But 4th was different. I walked in I could see the class went silent, they looked like they wanted to leave but they remained still.

I sat down, a few kids shifted away from me. Zack didn't even sit next to me. I looked up I had to say something.

"I saved you all, and this is the thanks I get, I am not asking for much in fact I should be the one to apologize, I am sorry that you have to live your life with a freak. Thats all I am to you right? A freak? Forget it!" I got up and walked towards the outside door.

" You have proven to yourselves that you don't need me. I bid you my farewells. My we meet again." As I reached the door I seen the teacher come in.

" Myira where are you going?" the teacher asked as he clomped over to me.

"Leave me alone, I must go, I am not wanted here." I said motioning towards the class.

He looked at me confused and then looked at the class, before he could say anything else I shoved the door open hard and walked out...