-A Dream Come True-

So I'm chatting with my cousin right now talking about having a vacation at Korea

we made this our goals

goal #1 lose weight

goal #2 whiten our skin

goal #3 save up money

goal #4 learn korean

that is our only four goals, but that's what she think, actually I have plenty of goals, but before we talk about goals lets get back talking about Korea first....this is our conversation .....

♥cousin

Sheleen: about going to Korea we need like 70k or more than that....

Marialyn: Its fine we still have years to earn that

Sheleen: when would you want to go then?

Marialyn: maybe when I'm 18?

Sheleen: that's alright, how old are you now?

Marialyn: 14 Its already march and my birthday is June so I'm about to reach 15....

Sheleen: lets estimate it as 4years from now

Marialyn: sounds good....

If you are wondering why we are talking in a convo, its because she's living in america and I am here at the Philippines....

back then when I was 13 my cousin was asking me If I want to go to Korea for vacation with her and our other cousin Judy, well I told her "I don't want to go" because I was an Otaku and my dream destination was Japan.....last year I reached Grade 9... but it wasn't an easy year there were lots of things happening and some personal problems and lead myself to "Depression"

I was depressed for 2 months, It was really hard because all I think about is suicide, and Everytime I'm alone I just can't help myself but cried, Everytime I see something sharp I always think that "If I suicide will they be sad?" that was my hardest months,

then when I was scrolling in YouTube I saw BTS's DNA and It inspires me to live, be happy and love myself

then when I realize that being a human always has it ups and downs and problems and challenges and those are the things that will be leading you to be stronger person, and control mind and maturity after that I lived....

because of them I realized my dreams, so ever since then I started to Idolize them and want to meet them.

so yesterday I asked my cousin If they were going to continue to go to Korea and ask them If I can go with them then she answers "sure, why suddenly?"

I told her "I want to meet BTS", when I told her that, she just supports me and we made those goals

about the goals I have a lot of them that she doesn't know about, in this 4 years I wanted to master singing,dancing and instruments,

I want to learn a little about sports too and martial arts....

Today I'm writing this and Its summer break and 2 months later will be school days again, my goal in this 2 months is to lose weight

°°after 2 months°°

I have achieved the goal #1 I was 57kg and now I'm 45kg....

°°After 3 years and 6 months later°°

my cousin is coming back from america and we'll be going straight to Korea after a week she lands

in this week we bought a little amount of clothes because we were planning to buy clothes in South Korea

°°then a week later°°

Today is the day our flight to South Korea the best day.... but I suddenly felt my heart ache what If I don't meet any of them? what If I'm there searching for them but not a single face that looks like them has appeared?

then we hop on to the airplane and sits down....my two cousins are talking about what to do there first, but I already know what to do...

we landed and we are Soooo happy! the first thing we do is to go to the house place we book online then we unpack our things and pick our beds goes to shower, It was like 2:40pm and I ask them If we can take a stroll outside

oh! and If you are wondering where we are, we are at the Seoul South Korea

we take a stroll outside and I can't help but look in every single place around hoping to see one of the members

Its night time already its just the first day and we had a ton of fun... but there's something in me that makes me feel a little unhappy...after resting we go straight to bed

I woke up early like 5:00am and want to buy the drink that I have been always wanting to buy here, so I ask ate sheleen If I can go outside she told me "okay" then I walk fast straight to the store and then bought Hehehe banana milk

I step out the market and noticed someone putting groceries at his scooter and I continued watching him while I sip my banana milk

then when he's about drove off I felt that he is so familiar so I run as fast as I can to go after him and goes in front of him, of course not weirdly....I just stopped beside him and what I saw made me shocked! Its Jeongguk!(Jungkook) I quickly stopped him and he looked at me confused and scared...I guess he thought that I'm a sasaeng fan? so I just ask him

If I can get a picture with him then I gave him my phone and we took a picture then I said thank you, when he's about to drove off I stopped him again and...

Me: can I go with you?

Jungkook: what?

Me: I want to see the other members too....

Jungkook: .....

Me: please...I won't tell anyone where you live and I Just got here yesterday and goes outside hoping to meet one of you and be staying here just for a month...

I'm so stupid, why would he agree? just because I said I won't tell anyone? will he trust me?

Jungkook: ....okay, follow me

I'm so shocked and happy at the same time that he agreed I didn't expect that but I followed him happily....

While I'm walking with him I ask him..

me: Jeongguk how'd you get so tall?

Jungkook: what's your height?

Me: .....4'11

Jungkook: oh well Its just because you are short...

me: 😑

Jungkook: oh yeah why call me "Jeongguk" instead of "Jungkook"?

me: I like your name better than your stage name, because I like you not because your Jungkook on stage but because of who you really are

Jeongguk: oh thank you....

we have reached his place and he ask me in and I saw the other 5 members sitting on the couch waiting for Jungkook to come back....

the members look at me and jungkook raising their eye brows

I quickly talk so that they won't be angry at jungkook "I ask him If I can follow him and meet the rest of you!"

Jhope: oh then welcome to bangtan's house!

Me: thank you! whoa Jimin is tall too!

Jungkook: I told you its because you are short that you think everything is tall...

Me: *looked at him*

Jungkook: *laugh*

Jimin: Jungkook let's have 20 pushups

Jungkook: sure

They position themselves on the ground then starts doing pushups

jhope is the one that counting, I look at my watch and Its just 6am and is really a good time for workout I watch them and amazed that Jungkook didn't sweat a bit..

Me: wow Jeongguk you did not sweat a bit!

Jungkook: *smiled*

Me: oh can I challenge you?

Me: whoever pushup more wins

Jungkook: sure

I know that jungkook is a competitive person so I knew he will agree

Jhope: the challenge begins! 1 2 3 4

Jhope continue counting and jungkook just stops when it reaches to 63 and I have 65

Jhope: And we have a winner! this gir-

Me: hey... I'm not the winner

The members: ???

Me: If Jeongguk doesn't pushup with Jimin just now he could have win, so that means he have 83 so he wins

Jhope: hahaha you are good! actually Jungkook can beat you, he can pushup 250 and more but he stops and I'm guessing he to see what you'll say if you win....but we didn't expect you to say this

Me: well I don't want to be a winner because of advantages

Jimin: you sweat...here take this clothes first

Me: thank you! I'll wash It and give this back to you Tomorrow

RM: see that door? that's a bathroom you can change there

Me: thank you

After changing, the Long sleeve is a bit big for me though

Me: oh yeah...where is Jin?

Taehyung: Jin Hyung is in the Kitchen making breakfast

Me: ....can I go there?

RM: sure!

I walked straight to the kitchen and saw Jin

Me: hi

Jin: how'd you get here?

Me: *I told him what happened*

Jin: Oh then welcome to bangtan's house

Me: hahaha thank you, by the way can I cook too?

Jin: what do you want to cook?

Me: *look in the fridge* can I bake a desert?

Jin: sure

Me: hehehe

I pulled my long sleeve Up to my arm and starts to make my steps

Jin: what will you cook?

Me: cinnamon rolls! Its really delicious!

Jin: whoa you can bake?

Me: yeah but not that good, you'll find out when you taste these

°°after a mins°°

Jin: you bake too good that you put flour in your face too...are you trying to make a cinnamon out of yourself?

Me: No!

Jin: hahaha

Jin: your having fun while baking

Me: your having fun making me bake myself too

°°after a mins°°

Jin: Breakfast is ready

Jimin: delicious food again! Oh and there's a desert!

Jungkook: looks really yummy!

Taehyung: *tastes* Its delicious!

Jin: why did you just have a bite on it?

Taehyung: I can't help It, But did you made this hyung?

Jin: that girl made it, I forgot to ask her her name

Jhope: where is she?

Jin: she's washing her face, because she tried to bake herself

*suddenly came

Me: I'm not

Jin: *laughs again*

Me: what the heck?

I look at my watch and Its 7:23am I need to go back or else ate sheleen will be really worried

Me: so uhm...I need to go back, my roommate will be very worried because I got out since 5am

Jhope: sure

Me: Jiminnn I'll be returning your cloth tomorrow! bye bye

Jimin: okie